you are someone i care for, and close to my heart.

and all along, you've been in my care as well.

thats why it saddens me so so so much, to see you fluctuating.

oh yes, this has happened many times before in the past, its all too familiar.

sometimes how i hope your fire and passion can just keep burning on.




i recalled, so many times i wanted to just give up.

but who am i to give up? i am not God.




i shall give this one last shot. all the way.

i'll pray even more.
and this time round, it'll stay.