hello.

my head hurts so damn much.if its migraine or what,then ohmy jiaxin i really really sympathize with you.its like now whenever i move my head it hurts so much.and nowadays the weather aint helping either i was on the verge and edge of falling sick ytd and the day before and that feeling sucks man.if i am gonna fall sick then let me be!if i'm alright,then stop with all that man.i was totally aching all over the previous days and i feel so cold even in an enclosed room,i gotta use my blanket.sucks man.

whatsmore..those sickening people keep ringing to find my dad.i'm so pissed la.every five mins or so,didnt i just tell you hes not at home??

i am so dampened that mayday's new song was on just now and i just couldnt get myself to be excited cos my head just hurts.in anyway,that song rocks..it'll be a hit.

and now i'm feeling hungry ohman.all these feelings combined is not a good thing.

HELLLOOO.hahaha i'm updating again!heeee.this time.its gonna be such an amazing experience for you guys cos i'm gonna bring you to anfield and THE MATCH!! :)

first things first.[is that correct?]omg the veryveryvery amazing thing.YOU GUYS MUST READ THIS COS IF YOU DONT AND I COME BACK AND I QUESTION YOU YOU CANT ANSWER,NO PRESENTS FOR YOU! :D actually the night before i was surfing the net till late into the night like at 1am and your there about 9+10am liao.to look for those brokers who do sell the tics.i found but its like at 168pounds.imagine in sing dollars?times three!and if you are buying three tickets,its like..thousand over dollars already.so..nvm i just kept praying that tmr will still have,people selling outside the stadium.

so the next day,i got up happily,knowing somehow i WILL get my tics.charlton is wayyy off london at zone three so we gotta take a bus from zone two and its so cold there.so we took the bus and went.and omg.its really really really amazing to see 40000+++ people all heading the same direction.some queueing up to buy the hotdogs some queueing to collect tickets,some queueing to get into the stadium.and the side i was on was the home supporters side.and then we started to look for suspicious people cos selling tickets unofficially is illegal and cops are everywhere so you cant get caught.

we reached at ard 11.30 and the match is at 12.45.i was praying all the while.the time was ticking away..saw lots of charlton fans and liverpool fans all so happily clutching their tickets.

THEN.one father of four stood outside the ticket box trying to sell four tickets,[he could have been caught man!]at twentypounds each!its cheap!cos even liverpool's official ticket office is selling ard 25-25pounds.so my sis ran there and said,for three and wanted to whip out her money,BUT.a pair of freaking china people or japanese or korean came and then snatched it first!THEY GOT IT.left two and we cant but!cos cant leave my mum alone!sadly..we left.

so we walked about and about the home supporters end.found some selling one or two but never three..and then all the people actually went in already.the match started.it was 12.45 already.but my sis said after the match starts and theres still extra tics,people will sell it cheaper.so we still waited around and walked around.

bumped into more people who wanted tics as well..

and then we heard shouts and cheers from inside.somebody scored!but we dont know who.

my sis finally said,'wanna go?no more liao'.i was so reluctant.i prayed even harder and i said one more min see how.

my mum said,'suan le..mei you jiu mei you.'i was so soso disappointed you know.my whole world completely crashed.i was so disappointed in God..i mean,why?i prayed so hard to come to this place,to watch the match,to be able to see liverpool players live..and why i got to shatter this dream of mine?i thought God delights in the impossible..i held on.but..it was so disappointing.i cried so hard i was so heartbroken.i could hear all the cheers inside..but i cant join in.i really cant stop my tears you know i just kept crying and i walked very fast in front of my sis and mum so they dont see me cry[omg i'm tearing now too].i was really so heartbroken..liverpool's my life and its so cruel to steal it away from me..and i've never cried so hard before in a long time.i think breaking up with a bf actually hurts less.and i kept asking god,why..?

then i heard my sis shouted from behind,to walk another way.this way you can actually view the stadium a little bit.and then we realised this way is the entrance for visiting supporters,which means liverpool fans..and my sis actually confronted this big guy ask if he has got extra tics.he said one.my sis said three.but he said max can only get two.so my mum said she'll wait for us outside..and we paid the money[35pounds each,thats the price for visiting supporters]..and we got the tickets..!its the strangest and weirdest feeling you will ever ever experience.one moment you are down right there in hell thinking theres no way out and the next,you are up in heaven.

so we ran into the stadium,still cant believing it..and i was crying even harder cos..my dream came true..my prayers were answered..while my tickets were checked my vision was still blurred by my tears..then we ran in,[actually my sis and my tic seats different but we heck,since everyone is standing.]..all the while i was sobbing and crying and crying..that feeling,you cant beat it..touched?happy?exhilarated?nothing can describe it.and people stared man.they really do.i was crying as if liverpool were losing.and then we squeezed into one of the rows.and then i started to tidy myself up.and i called peter but he didnt switch it on.then i called yingying,i was desperate i wanted people to know..she didnt pick up but she called back and i was crying all along when i told her,'i'm watching the liverpool match' and one guy actually turned back and stared at me rather in a disturbed and not understanding kinda look,and my sis actually still gotta explain,'first time here'.

that experience is so amazing.i cant tell you enough.and i realised i really love liverpool.so darn much.no its not about gerrard,its about that kinda love and warmth and uniqueness you cant find anywhere..ohman.i wish i could have married liverpool or something.i wouldnt even think of having an affair.everything was so real..the fans.amazing.you dont hear it on tv but they actually stand up for the whole match and cheer the entire match.and then i heard all the cheers that i've read about.i saw gerrard.i saw alonso.i saw carragher.that moment was so dear to me...

and then i realised it was liverpool's goal just now,penalty by alonso.i missed it so i was praying that there would be another goal so i can witness.and man,not only one more.but two more.and ohboy,who scored?my fave.gerrard.omg you cannot imagine it.

and i kept thanking god.you cannot have possibly experienced it greater.god wanted me to watch the match,but he wanted me to have the best seat.and you know what?i realised that tic that was selling at twentypounds each earlier?they were at the charlton end.this was at the liverpool end.if not,i wont be able to experience all the cheers at all..it was way beyond belief.god really delights in the impossible.and through the impossible,only will make it even more valuable and unique.who would have thought?

its so dear to me..i still tear each time i think about it.aww..i love my pool so much.i love god sooo much.my london experience can never be better.its just..amazing.

and gosh,you really read throught the whole thing?tell you what,you will hear it alot of times from me again. :D

i went anfield too..liverpool is wayy too cold for me.but it was an amazing experience as well..the liverpool supporters some actually wear a small liverpool badge at the collars of their jackets.that love for the club..its amazing.you wont find another set of supporters whos so true.

pictures! :) and a little thought of mine at the end as well.[did you realise actually,every step that you take is your past the next second?hahaaa]


on the train to liverpool.

the train.[its the virgin company,rmb all those pretty bottles we used to use?]

bill shankly's statue.

isnt that cool?hope theres one more on rafa!

omg who would have thought?that amazing night in istanbul.[pssst,gerrard kissed this before!]

this is one special cup,look at the next pic and you'll know why!

muahahaha.

its this pair of boots which scored that equaliser man,3-3 liverpool vs milan. :)alonso's.

surina!look properly!see the plate thing?haaa.we won it against chelsea preseason community shield! :)

that night in istanbul. :D
this is how the dressing room looks like.

the midfielders.

the strikers.

the defenders.

our fave player sits here every home game![omg my eyebags!]

the refrees toilet.[its really pathetic.]

that famous sign!

you always see this on tv dont you?haha.the interview corner.

the worldwide famous Kop End!

okay this is really small but can you see that small ladder behind?hahaha.those match commentators gotta climb that every game and walk the roof,then finally jump down to a box to commentate.its not as glam as you think.lol.

the paisley gateway.

THE MATCH PICTUREES.

omg crying+eyebags consequence!

the pitch!

it looks small here but its really not that small!

haha.we actually looked scary.

hhahaha.3-0! :)

haha.the goalpost which alonso scored!

the valley!

the door which hides visiting teams' buses!but we couldnt wait for it cos my mum's waiting.

surprise surprise!i met one of liverpool's legends john aldridge!

the stadium.ohman.

pic with an almost empty stadium.and then i was shooed.lol.

heeee.:)anyway you guys cant expect alot from me okay.esp cally ying you all the materialistic people.cos its reallly really expensive here and here the brands only got like,topshop?and you can easily find cheaper ones in singapore,so might as well.so i bought things from H&M,a brand coming to singapore,but not yet.haaaha.and we ran outta cash so gotta use credit card and my sis was rather reluctant so i couldnt spend alot on you guys..so sorry.please dont expect much.

heee.didnt know that can upload pictures form camera so here goes!anyway went to big ben,tower of london,tower bridge,buckingham palace,harrods,covent garden today!it was pretty and the weather is just so right.not too cold. :) lazy to say.pictures!and cally,i'm wearing your scarf man.hahaha.


on the plane!haha.

breakfast at the pret!drank mocha and its so so so very nice to drink something hot in winter!the yoghurt is yummmmy too.heard that pret came to singapore not long ago![pssst.my hair is so straight!lol.]

hahaha.the battle at waterloo.we are at hyde park corner station.buckingham palace's stop!heee.

some gate of memorial for those who died in 2ndWW.heee.the roads there full of horse manure.haha.

the diana somethingsomething walkway to buckingham palace.haha.

the knights outside buckingham.so cute!but what if your life is like this everyday?Cant move and pathetically gotta be in thousands of people's camera.hahaha.the hat is sooo cute!

omg i look like a giant beside my sis right.haha.and the belt soo long never use already and not supposed to be shown but my shirt not long enough so welll.lol.

classic london telephone booth!heeeheee.so cool.

harrods.the view here not very good but well.its a magnificent building.haha.and the owner nowdays keep appearing in the papers one.i suppose singapore also alot talks about the diana verdict right?well,the one still opposing it is the harrods owner who is diana's affair the guy's father.hahaha.called Dodi.and he actually gave her a ring days before her death.but according to Lord Stevens' investigations,Diana wasnt pregnant and wasnt engaged.cause of her death cos the driver was drunk and exceeded normal alcoholic limits,and they were trying to overrun the paparazzi anyway.Diana would have survived if she wore a safety belt.[see the importance of it!].yeahh.i'm feeling knowledgable.lol.got it from the papers people leave behind in the tube.haha.

at night!its prettier with the xmas lightings!

hmmm,whats the name for the thing between lunch and dinner?haha.yeah.see the BIG potato?omg.its sooo yummy okay.lol.and how ex is it!like that thirty bucks sing already.ahaha.

every storey got this kinda balcony with displays and itss so cool.notice the egytian head on top!

the view from up high! :)

hahaha.the majestic ceiling!its all the horoscope sign and one biggg egytian smiling head up there! [notice the ceiling is blue!]

tada!its green now!haha.feels like harry potter the ceiling.

william mitchell engravings on it.is that the prince's name or some vandaliser?haha.

the secret handprints that marcus was talking about!see all those??haha.charles' is right at the bottom and diana's beside it!this was hidden behind a pillar on 2nd floor!

haaaha.biggest bear possible in harrods.haha.sorry jiaxin a bit big to bring home..lol.

heeehe.school bus full of bears!shin goon will love it man.lol

awww..kinda missed the rice so we ate chinese food at chinatown near covent garden.heee.that was the peking duck thing!delicious!i'm hungry again![anyway this shop is at gerrard street.lol.and there was anther chinese restaurant called gerrard's corner.haha. :) its named after him.LOL.jk.]

its a real life tree!so huge!!christmas tree!hahaha.at covent garden mall or something.its reallyreally cool there!

how do you spell the name?haha.yeah.its that.lol.london's thisthing is so very beauutiful!and pretty and so..like in your dreams will appear one.haha.london's difference with singapore is that they somehow really dont mind spending their money on christmas lightings and all.though we have orchard road,but c'mon man.wait till you see london's!

awww..going liverpool tmr.gotta turn in early!catching 9.15 train there.hahaaa.exciting pics tmr!