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ahahaha.I CANNOT STAND FRANCE.MYGOODNESS.THEY ARE LIKE THE TEAM I'VE EVER FELT SO FRUSTRATED WATCHIN.the refree's tee so ugly.hahahaha.ohman.i feel so blessed to have scv.ahahaha.

JAPAN!all the way! (:

man.i feel so ke lian now.i got to go out of the house to do my quiet time.ahaha.or else my dad will nag.so exciting ey?hahahaha.i think so too.

GERRARD WILL SHAKE THE WC! :D

hmmm supposed to blog abt pos and things like that.but.decided to blog abt other things.

was talkin to yulan on the bus..i really love this kinda talk.she said jealousy is really a deadly weapon..its so true.and more than often jealousy also comes in.and spoil all the relationships.why do we have to be jealous?because we dont have security?you know i realised..God put different friends in our lives for different purposes.and to each individual,every friend hold a special value..not?just like i love how elaine and i still have strong bonds though we may not be together all the time,and how i really love huiying injectin some fun and laughters into my life.ying is so special too..words cannot say how.its just like,every friend holds a different value.so we need not be jealous what..theres nothing to be jealous of.you may be like this to this person and another may be like that to her,in the end,we are really this big big family.you need to know whats your special traits..

and ana really opened me up.nobody's alone or left out..if you think you are,do something abt it rather than sittin there and pityin yourself.being alone and being lonely is different in the sense that..you choose to be alone.life's about choices.if you will really look,there is really a whole group of people willin to talk to you and to play with you.why pity yourself by sayin you are left out..?its like.we all really love each other.thats why we are just a big big family together.

of course i will miss pos.but i choose not to dwell in all those 'i miss you' things.over is over.and theres memories of course.but hey,i would rather look forward to how all these friendships that i've made will grow.and bedok view people really stand out,they are unique themselves.and its not like we are snatchin anyone..we are all friends!in the end we all enjoy each other's company.and i really dont want all the relationships to go on and just disappear.cos i really wanna keep all of them.they are all so special to me.and i really learned a lot of things from ana..she really is such a great friend.and counsellor.and i really like talkin to her,cos its like each time can learn something different.and she said..instead of likin the company..we should really learn to appreciate each other and earn their respect instead of just likin the company and fun.i'm really so amazed by her..such a tall girl but so sensible.haa.

ya..and i really love this cell group.i really want to meet each and everyone up in heaven..and its really up to us to restore the cell's atmosphere.i dont believe we cant do anything..we have God..i really really miss the old eugene.i was so inspired by him last time know..hai

wow now really feel like tellin everyone: YOU MADE A DIFFERENCE IN MY LIFE.AND I REALLY DO APPRECIATE IT.

:) we are really a big big family together.