虽我很想做个很有墨水、深度的人，但有些东西，存在
是为了享受，也不必每件事都那么深入地去想吧..？
这样子有点累耶。。

有时候简单的确是美。

棺材真的很大，洞真的太小。怎么办？？？

哈哈哈。

its getting tiring, reading in between the lines for everything.

but well, i'm almost done.

almost almost. hahaha.


:)

its such a rare afternoon of nothingness.


and i've been feeling l-a-z-y.

hey, havent been associated with that word in a long time okay.


just feel like..

twirling around, lying around, falling asleep while reading a book,
listening to shuffled songs.



but no. its back to assignment.

go go go!

i think i've blogged this before the last time i lost my voice, but i want to say it again.

losing my voice is the most depressing thing ever, because it deprives me of singing. :(

took a nap and when i woke up it was worst than before.

so just now we were watching tv and all, and i was so sad cos i cant even sing a tune whatsoever, nothing comes out. :(

hahaha. but its okay, i'll be healed. haha. :)

i just simply cant imagine my life without God.


You're really just my everything, my all.




when i look at next week, i'm a little overwhelmed. it'll be a mad and crazy week.

next week is my team's turn for the radio thing, it's my first time so there's bound to be lots of discussion/hard work/time spent etc. it'll be building from zero.

next weekend is also FOP, which i'll be serving for all. which means gone for the whole day till late. fri-sun.

and there are things to settle. a very very very very important day. (lol.)

and theres still the war with 2500word essay.

also translation project.



and and! i'm still coughing and having sore throat!


BUTTTTTT. God is good. :)
hahaha. next week will be exciting cos its alot of my first times.

like, first time editing and all for radio okay! and first time serving in indoor stadium! and the victory after completing 2500! :)

CHIONG AHHHHHH.

i suddenly have this urge to..

cut bangs again. hahaha.

the straight fringe!

how!

talk me out of it quick!

HAHA. so! i'm done with my first ever 3000word essay!

i wasnt as satisfied as i thought i would be when i finished lei.


maybe because,

next week there is another horrendous 2500 word essay!

which is harder i feel.


okayyy.for this 3000word essay i really went mad. really really. its one of the times when i actually felt stressed. and caryn and i were just screaming and complaining to each other using CAPS on msn.hahaha.


okay theres no point in this post. just that I FINISHED MY 3000WORD. hahahaha. all things are possible!

i'm gonna take a mini break and then CHIONG AGAIN!

the experience is fun actually. :)

i will conquer my cultural history/3000 word essay!

神秘嘉宾

下一秒，谁是神秘嘉宾？


记忆在on playback mode。想起一个个我认识的人。
有的无声无息，有的却陪我走到现在。

有的不知不觉不在了，不管有多么的想念。


有些走得匆匆，留下了遗憾。



有的我还没好好珍惜，但已经太晚了。

有的我根本希望完全不存在。


每个在我生命的角色。
有重要的，有关键的，有必要的，有成长的。


有些疯狂，有些舒服，有些开心，有些激发。


你们的出现，拼成现在的婷婷。:)

i need inspiration.

i n s p i r a t i o n.


how do you go about finding it?


i need to start on my work.fast.

just when i was feeling a bit --- you used the most unexpected person to touch me in an unexpected way. reminding me of the golden rule once again - to pray. the bottom line of everything.



lets keep keeping on.






omg. i'm still in shock. chanced upon blogs. and just omg la.

how can one person change sooo much?

low self-esteem? contrary to what she appears to be, i think deep down shes insecure.

its just like a bad photocopy of someone else la.


i was just telling cally, i'm super glad i'm me.

i'll pick unglam, salivating tingting anyday anytime. (LOL.) okay la. the salivating not really tingting la. hahaha!


you know i feel that each of us are starting to grow into our own skins, being comfortable with who we are, what we are like. of course theres still nitty gritty details that we want changes in, but i just feel that.. ya. you know?






---
today was a really --- day for me. i got so easily irritated i felt so irritated with myself. then i prayed and it got tons better. i really need to control my emotions more.


what more with you, haunting me. when's the bubble gonna burst?
my reluctance to accept, afraid to face.
you've been distant all these while. i got used to it.
now the sudden intrusion.
give me time.
let me work my heart out.

awwww i love love this picture! :)



sooooo sweeet right! :)


hahahaha. yes lam YOU PUSHED ME. haha.



i was like lol-ing at the pictures la. i had soooo much fun that night! it was hilarious and a good meetup!

even though i used to pon and all, but you guys still make up a very impt part of my life. imagine life without meeting lam, elaine, qiqin and all. tsk. its the relationships and friendships! :) and it doesnt change anything! we still have so much fun even without meeting for a looong looong time.lol


today was quite a funny day to say the least. been ages since i last had a day like this. hahahaha. :) quite fun la haha.


[OH LAM. that word was dumbfounded. hahahaha!]

okayyy so much for nagging me for the picturess. had so much fun with magnifying glass + surprise + people on sunday. :)




the birthday boy samuel! :) the candles thing prettyyy hor.


haha i was laughing at ying. actually got even funnier pictures of her, but she'll probably kill me if i publish it. hahaha.


awwwwwwww how cute can he get?!



self-timed. look at all the mysterious white thing at the bottom man.ahahaha.



greyed. 4th week straight. cool man. lol.


probably the last pic of my umbrella before it broke into half. lol. hahaha.




i had soooo much fun seriously. i cant remember the last time i had such fun with cg people. haha. just sitting ard doing nothing in particular, laughing at people, chilling out. funny times esp when eugene was so in his mood ytd, hahahaha. the litter thing was hilarious!!

and the last part of the surprise where we all shared, i think it was touching man! its like.. ya. so grateful that all of you are in my big spiritual family. :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AGAIN SAMUELLLL! sam-i-oul.hahaha.







"it takes 6 times more firepower to go to the next level."



たかひな: Blog updated! More Pics from India! says: (12:47:10 AM)
i change life with u can?
たかひな: Blog updated! More Pics from India! says: (12:47:19 AM)
i wanna study chinese too
たかひな: Blog updated! More Pics from India! says: (12:47:25 AM)
i wanna like may day too
たかひな: Blog updated! More Pics from India! says: (12:47:35 AM)
but u must love my takako also
たかひな: Blog updated! More Pics from India! says: (12:47:38 AM)
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA


hahahahahahaha cousin, you are so funny la.
told you before liao, change life you must love going to church too. hahahaha.
deal ah! haha.


communication at home is so high tech now. msning when we are less than 1m away. cool huh. hahaha.

he really amazes me all the time you know. left right up down. he does he does.


hes always coming up with new things, new concepts, new ideas.

when i first saw this lyrics i was like, wah okay.

and then! tada! the song came out soo different from what i expected!

from 走火入魔 title itself you would think that the song would be strong, passionate. but hey, its actually a loveydovey duet with ding dang..!

:)

hes 32 but he still got boyish charm one okay. dont play play. haha.



阿信 叮噹 《走火入魔》

“我们的心不是石头，石头也迟早会粉身碎骨，面目全非。但心不会崩毁。对于那种无形的东西——无论是善还是恶——我们完全可以互相传达。”


最近又再读《神的孩子在跳舞》。
对，原谅我，几个月后还在读。

我又为什么一直不愿读呢？因为我看不懂。我真的看不懂。不管我怎么用不同角度来看，我还是看不懂。完完全全 看。不。懂。

但最近看到它孤零零地躺在那儿，决定再try一次。

老实说，我还是看不懂。

真的很烦耶，你知道吗？？
今天在地铁上一直放空反复去想，还是不懂。

但婷婷是不罢休的。毕竟他是阿信的inspiration，
最近在林宥嘉专辑又看到他的名字。一定有他的一套。

刚刚一直去找有关说明，我 终。于 。有点理解了。

现在的我还满兴奋的。
不知道这个新的理解能不能从书中挖出什么宝来。

新的期待。 :)