T to MX:

i hope that sot will bring out the D and I and S in you and quieten down the C.

seriously. from the bottom of my heart. i sincerely hope so.



nothing is impossible with God.

its so amusing that no matter how old i am how much i've grown, i am still that small little girl in my mum's eyes. that same little girl who doesnt know how to remove the bones in my fish, who doesnt know how to refill my soup, who doesnt know which part of the fish i should eat etc. haha.


and she'll like still treat me as that little girl. haha.


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i LOLed at this:

"if Chace i will then go crazy, start screaming roll on the floor and just grab anyone's hand who is around me and tell the person OMGOODNESSS!!! AM I IN HEAVEN!?!?!??! With tears in my eyes, pulse getting faster, breaking into sweat and finally pass out" - the sikh.

V: you pick.
T: you pick la.
V: you pick la!!
T: i dont want! you pick la!
V: you just pick can a not?

D: aiya you all all pigs(picks) la!

lol!

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i guess another upheaval and uprooting stage is coming near again. i always always kinda dread it. i think cos of the bad memories left behind the previous time. but.. it should be a new start and something exciting. but i just cant see.. cant see how it'll turn out. so i'm feeling a bit ... will it bring us closer? will the lessons learnt sink in?


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talking to my sis just now. and i feel her, i understand her. that familiarity yet strange feeling. that same level, with the same plants and same neighbours. the same scenery, the same memories. hers wasnt as good as mine. but my memories then.. it was good. and it was happy.

i'm feeling so mixed. but i know it is good. it is for the better.


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yes. and its a big question mark now. why?

i havent been in this state for so long. this whole day has been kinda daze-like. feels like the volcano is going to erupt anytime soon.

but before it really does, must suppress the lava in! haha.
this is funny.


okay leaving for cell group!

AHS days..



had a good talk with loy loy ytd night. and somehow, the topic ventured into AHS days and got reminded of this picture. which made us lol-ed. haha. thats 6 of us trying hard to squeeze into a bench to prove that we are skinny. haha. and we actually did it.

and then i'll order my soya bean packet drink, ying her lemon barley, cally/angel wintermelon. haha. and random games to punish the one to carry the whole recess buddies' plates. ah so unforgettable huh.

and one period of time we were saving money so everyday we ate the 50cent kway chap thing. and ying would bring her own maggie mee thing to feed us all. and how certain weekday was our fave cos the rice stall will have gong bao chicken. hahaha.



yes! tuesday's conference thing. my first time wearing formal. it was weird! and my hair is still red! hahaha.

:)

last week i just discovered this small little hole at the right leg of my leggings. and i was seriously shocked.


and today when i wore it.. it just feels different you know? like it is aging.. and becoming not like itself.


so sad. :( it has become like, part of me alr seriously. hahaha. got feelings one okay.

but anyhow, i'll learn to let go. hahahaha.

a piece of good news before i am about to sleep:

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what a good saturday.

tmr pool vs villa = 3 points = 64 points = within 1 point of man u with them one game in hand
if man u draw the game in hand = within 2 points of man u


who say liverpool not part of the title race huh?

there are still 8 games! it MAY just not be chelsea/man u's season this time. :)


good sleep waiting.




你收了行李下个星期要去英国
遥远的故事记得带回来给我
我知道我想要却又不敢对你说
因为我已改变太多

你改了一个名字也准备换工作
你开始了新的恋情有一些困惑
我知道你想要却又不敢对我说
因为你已改变太多

你写了好几首属於你的歌
这样的歌隐藏了太多苦涩
我知道你想要却又不敢对我说
因为我曾是你 我曾是你
无话不说的朋友

因为我们改变太多

i used to dislike and be really scared of it. but recently i just discovered actually i really like giving it and i really love to share. seeing their lives, growing and progressing. understanding more things, and gaining more knowledge. it is just so enjoyable and brings such joy.





and today i also realised. sometimes it is not about the quantity of time you spend with your family members. but it is those moments in the time spent that makes it count. those moments that you gave undivided attention and those moments that both of you really laugh at the same thing from the bottom of your heart. those quality moments.


cos recently i dont really have alot alot of time to spend with mum and sis. but it is just those random walks and being in the same room, those funny moments and those sharing time, that really make the difference.

never in my life have i seen so many 祢s. hahaha. okay i still have 57 more to go! i am behind my target alr so must hurrryy.


okay anyhow, i am really so sad i cant go qizhen's concert! how awesome would it be if i can attend man. and was just thinking. if i were to go, this year i would have attended luguangzhong's, chen qizhen's and mayday's concert! wah perfect man! but too baddd!

i missed her concert last year alr lei. and heard it was awesome. this year still gotta miss. somemore with such an awesome album. but its 15 more days to her concert and i still dont have the finances.nvmmmm 5 more months it'll be mayday's!



haha. and chocolatier 3 is out. both me and my sister nearly jumped with excitement. :D




ps. it has been many days since i've used my cup at home. which is really weird actually. so i felt a bit weird using it just now. hahaha.

and! i totally HATE it when people just dump their dirty bowls at the sink and expect someone else to do the dirty job for them. how long can washing bowls take you?! and our mums are not maids okay. so PLEASE, lets all learn to wash our own bowls!!

it has been a bug-infested night.


firstly i killed a flying insect thing accidentally. i squashed it with my scotch tape. then i watched for a few mins its legs still twitching and all from its heartbeat before squishing it with tissue and throwing it away.

then. i saw this thing slide down the wall and thought its a lizard. but its a flying cockroach!! and i witnessed the wings spread wide out before charging at me! and i screamed and ducked and almost fell off my chair!


and i complained to my cousin! who very bravely took the insecticide and sprayed at it. and the whole drama that followed is too lol to write seriously. hahaha. i stood on my chair the whole while and i screamed but couldnt do so v loudly cos its 230am at night. and my cousin used the whole bottle just to kill it!



aiya. it is just too drama alr. now my whole house stink of insecticide. hahaha.


sooooooooo funny!!! hahaha! DRAMA!

had quite a packed few days. it was like rush + busy all the way. esp with different things need to do and all.


but anyhow, i felt that today's presentation was good. considering we were so last minute but we managed to pull off so well and i think we all did well!

and even though we were presenting in front of educators and all those people, who are totally a whole new level than our classmates, i felt that i improved too. :) a step closer..


and actually the conference was pretty interesting. hearing the different ones on their take on the whole service learning thing. even though the 3 of us, half of the time we were dozing off. but still.. i managed to catch a little something. haha.

and and. i can actually fit into heidi's skirt man. arent you guys proud of me. hahaha. with some space left too!


okay i shld be asleep now. zzzzzzz. :)

LOL!


i think this is so ridiculously funny omg omg hahaha!


for the past 15mins or so, there has been a constant 'beep beep beep' sound emitting from i dont know where. and it was kinda freaking me out but i ignored it.

then i suddenly realised ghost whisperer got season 4 so i wanted to try watching it. then the scenes quite scary and the beeping sound just makes everything worst. and i realised its somewhere near where i was sitting. so its like, scary. so i called my cousin who was in the room and then i told him there is a sound that keeps beeping and i'm watching something ghostly so its freaking me out then i asked if its from his room. and he said no its not his room.

so his friend who is staying over, came out and tried to help me locate the sound. but he didnt find it so he went to the toilet. and in a desperate attempt, i carefully walked and scanned the whole house for like, 5 mins to locate the sound. but i couldnt find it!!!


so being vv irritated alr, i continued to search for it. just then, my cousin decided to be nicer to me and come out help me locate the sound.

THEN!! he was like, eh isnt that sound coming from your laptop??
then i huh?!?? and i placed my ear near the sound area and YES ITS FROM MY LAPTOP!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA i laughed like dont know what lei! it was from some stupid advertisement! hahahaha!!


and to think i was so freaked out when actually that sound is like coming from my laptop!! omg!

robson: make the liverpool logo BIGGGGGG









:) :D :)


i really jumped through the roof just now. :)

and i screamed/exclaimed/cried too much just now so now i dont know what to say. but.. what an awesome match.

gerrard and co totally showed character even though we were 1-0 down. gave all that they had and fought so hard. challenged hard. staying united as one. and all they thought was to win united and boom! there you have it. 4-1! it really proves that nothing is impossible. with belief and determination and character, you can achieve it.

theres alot of values and stuff you can learn from soccer one okay. and those totally override your marketing theory, JL. theres so much more involved than just the money. just look at how proud the fans were at the end of the game, lifting their scarves and singing their lungs out the anthem. seriously, it overrides any amount of money in the world.

YNWA
When you walk through a storm hold your head up high,
 And don't be afraid of the dark.
 At the end of a storm is a golden sky
 And the sweet silver song of a lark.

 Walk on through the wind,
 Walk on through the rain,
 Tho' your dreams be tossed and blown.
 Walk on, walk on with hope in your heart,
 And you'll never walk alone,
 You'll never walk alone!


:)

THE BIG SHOWDOWN





after thrashing real 4-0, nothing is impossible.

Stevie G: "While it's still possible myself and the players will continue to fight, there's no two ways about it. We won't give up until we can't do it."

haha. saw on facebook some people's status supporting man u.
but wellll.. i still have 100% faith in liverpool!

haha omg. this kinda thing very exciting man!


okay back to doing stuff. :) just to show my support for my dear club. haha. goooooo!

oh the ego. the pride. even in the most subtle way. wanting to be someone big, but forgetting the humility and humbleness.
but.. once you are high up there.. the fall will be greater. the lesson learnt will be harder. so really.. whats the point?


and how i dont understand why. you said something but did another. there is a dissonance. i dont get it.. i really dont.


and choices.. how impt are they. the friends you let into your life. the people you allow to have a say in your decisions.



got to be a lot wiser.

洋葱猪肉饭 together with 福建米粉 bring so so so much joy into my life. they constantly make me want to roll on the floor and laugh. 五香 (i dont know if it is this xiang) said that i'm too easily amused. but i really think 洋葱猪肉饭 really makes my weekends more exciting and funny. hahaha. he is SO funny! he seriously make me laugh each time i talk to him. they are sooo cute la!

and i havent really talked to 鱼圆面 for soooo long! and 鸡饭 is another one who really really make me laugh all the time.


i really cant believe the number of amusing people i have in my life man. tonight i had a totally LOL night seriously. even Nasi Lemak was amused too. hahaha.



haha. i'm talking in codes. and only 12 people will know who i'm talking abt. hahahaha. secret society. hahahaha.

Bangkok!



happyyyy! first time taking budget!




those street food is really really delicious! droolsss!




and we didnt buy enough! should have bought more from CTC!




first tuktuk ride!




it was soooo scary. the driver was driving soooo fast and i wasnt sitting on a proper seat so it felt like i was going to fall over anytime. haha.


looking pro huh?


and i was seriously amazed by that big elephant which randomly passed us!!




after looking at this pic, i realised my hair colour is turning quite cool. haha. and somehow the colour on my fringe is getting really v prominent nowadays.


heh heh. it was chelsea vs man u vs liverpool. i was trying to convince them how special liverpool is and that we'll win against real madrid (which we totally did). :)




no durians allowed! fine: 5000B!




hahahaha but who can stop us?! lol. we wanted to eat in the room but we were scared the smell will really be a bit too much, so we ate in the TOILET! yep thats the toilet bowl behind us. hahaha. shiokness.


see that guy! cool right! hahaha. and pardon my hair it was omgly stuffy and hot over there.


with niceeeeeee nails!


PINK CAB!! INSIDES TOO!


happy satisfied on the way home. :)



haha. dont we all love bangkok?! going with aaron and ben and erika was funny la. we had our funny moments. the blackout, the durian etc etc. lol.

aaron is sooooo funny!! lol. and how we all stayed up to watch champs league the last night. and how we all kinda overslept and rushed to airport! haha. and those yummy wafflessss. AND THAI MASSAGE. LOL. i realised none of the pictures went to facebook. lol. unglamness to the max!

the guys acted as bodyguards/photographers/bagcarriers for the whole trip. tailing us wherever we go. haha. quite funny.


i'll be backkkkkkkk bangkok!! haha.


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LOVE this mv. LOVE her. LOVE the song. LOVE her hair!

Happy Belated Birthday..!



today had gathering at zhangyun's. your mum's cooking is sooooo good la! haha. totally drool man. eric enjoyed himself the most. hahaha. so sad shushu cant be there.

but anyhow! happy birthday! wanted to do this ytd but apparently i missed it so might as well wait for after the gathering. haha. you know! you were also the first friend i made in T01?? hahaha.

that fateful day, only that seat was left in the whole classroom and i had no choice but to sit beside you. (in a good way la haha). then you asked me whats my name and all. and i remember at the beginning i had a v hard time trying to remember your name. lol.

then caryn was sitting beside you and i had an even harder time remembering her name. it wasnt until a good few weeks that i finally remembered her name. haha. see! both of you my first friends in T01 man. and the whole gang of mjtaitais. hahaha. and we did so many crazy stuff together!

so yeah happy belated to you my dear first friend in T01! haha. love you much!!! :D and you seriously are so funny sometimes! haha.

MJTAITAIS LOVEEE YOUU!


Torres: "We showed Real Madrid that this is Anfield and that Liverpool can win against any team here."


can you feel that immense sense of pride man.

liverpool is just different. the fans.. they are just different.


spiritual things aside,
there are a couple of things which i can argue about in my whole life with anyone who disagrees:
1) Liverpool
2) Mac


lol.

came back from bangkok today! awesome shopping and food seriously. everything is like CHEAP! that erika was going all "why is everything so cheap?!". hahaha! anyhow.. some other day i'll do some updates and all. haha.



and xiaoting really reads me like a book (hahaha!so now you got 3 books to read. lol!). YOU GOT IT SPOT ON! hahaha. well, i'm really glad to have them in my life. if you know what i'm talking abt. hahaha.


had a few conversations which really made me think. and i'm glad that i'm not into the whole thing because seeing things by the sidelines is much clearer. and it makes me much more clear-headed abt the things that i want and desire, so that the next time, i'll know.



and btw i did my nails. its zebra print now. super cool!



i totally think its cool lor. everytime i look at my nails i smile. haha. okay not really. but ya. haha. AND ITS DONE BY A GUY! not those trans but macho macho one okay. with tattoos and all. cool not. haha.


and when i saw this pic on liverpool's website i totally exclaimed, because it really sums everything up:




:) i watched the match in bangkok! but i fell asleep la. haha. but totally exciting. perfect ending for thailand trip. haha. yayyyyyy.




PS. and btw i think its really funny. how it is just a few days but i miss so many people back home so sorely. just now i saw my sister and i was so so so happy to see her!! haha. and i think the most exciting moment of going overseas is when touching down and you are allowed to switch on your handphones, and when you sms everyone that you are back. WAH i tell you! thats the moment i ALWAYS look forward to. it is just so exciting to announce you are back and then try to relate the whole trip to people. haha. :)

IT STILL FEELS SURREAL THAT I'M GOING TO FLY! AND ITS KINDA THE FIRST TRIP WITH FRIENDS (CHINA TRIP NOT COUNTED).

OMGGGG. I AM EXCITED!


OKAY! AM GOING TO FINISH UP LAST CHORE BEFORE TRYING TO SLEEP. :D


GOODBYEEEE SINGAPOREEE I STILL LOVE YOUUU!



PS.

tingtingtingtingtingtingtingting:
while you vvv stress abt pst tan's slides i'm like at thai shopping

joanna:
i'm not talking to u already.

you know what are family members for?

when its late (or early) at night like 3.10am and you are bathing and you realised you forgot to take something into the bathroom. and you whisper for one of your family members, and somehow, they can hear and they'll deliver whatever you've forgotten. hahaha.

i dont bathe so late la okay its my sister. and its vvvv funny cos almost every other day she'll forget something and she'll whisper for me, and somehow, with music playing and being 1storey apart, i'll still be able to 'sense' it and run upstairs help her take stuff. hahaha.


ranging from contact lens solution/contact lens case/towel/cleanser/refill, i've helped her in them all. hahaha.

soooooo funny mannn.

and i told her i'll get married before her and shes very affected by it. hahaha.

i just tried bleaching my clothes in an attempt to look acid washy. hahaha. the whole process is pretty amusing.

i first tried it on bright yellow top - it was quite stupid of me. theres no much difference, it just looks like the colours ran. hahaha.

then my another blue top! and its seriously so amusing. at the start i was still thinking how come the colours havent changed yet. then slowly it turned white. and while changing colours i was so so amused that i kept smiling at it (haha. it was really very funny.) and then the whole top now looks like the sky - with clouds floating by. hahaha. maybe someday i'll wear it.


it actually looks more like tie dye than acid wash lor. haha.


i shall go bangkok and buy back more colours to experiment. maybe something along the line of red? green? orange? dark grey? haha. (and maybe brown too cos a few drops splattered on my shorts and the few dots now is orange and it looks kinda pretty. haha.)


and one day, i will be adventurous enough to achieve this:



coooollllll!

haha. what a fun thing to amuse yourself with. lol.

was reading about the Mumbai massacre's lone surviving gunman Qasab's story. and it gave me the shudders and the goosebumps really. its so scary and sad that given the conditions and environment to learn and grow, one man can cause such terror. and yet everything stemmed from the search of having more riches.



anyhow, i had a really funny time at home ytd night. i was trying to cook maggie. and guess what? the gas finished halfway while i was cooking. i was really stunned man. and to think i came into all sorts of conclusion without realising the fact earlier. hahaha.



and i really have the bestest mum in the world seriously.


i still kinda dont believe it that i'm leaving in two days' time. on sunday! everything happened so fast! it was on monday that we randomly said 'how about this sunday' and then boom! it really happened. haha. so cool.


God is gooood. :)

was just randomly rewatching 20 mins of narnia, prince caspian. and there was one scene which seriously touched me alot.

peter and edmund and narnians they were fighting against the calormenes. and they were outnumbered. so they wanted to retreat back to their home and shelter, but at that time, the calormenes attacked and it collapsed. without the option of turning back, they only can face their enemies and give all that they've got and fight with all they have. the only way is to face it, forward.

and when all else fails and when victory seems far, it just takes that little faith and hope, to trust and to rely and to obey. and Help will come. and sometimes we dont notice it, but He is always and will always be fighting for us, no questions asked.

I AM GOING BANGKOK SUNDAY - WEDNESDAY!!

SUNDAY 7.10AM FLIGHT!

SO ALL OF YOU WAKE UP EARLIER FOR SERVICE AND SEND ME GOODBYE MESSAGE OKAY! HAHAHA.

I'M SO EXCITED! :) :)

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why do they always have the nicest clothes and i dont?!


the also very pretty wong yulan's 19th birthday






the food for the night. really looks like bai bai right?! amusing people. hahaha. missing joss sticks only.




















we went henderson waves. and it was seriously such a pretty place!! way high up and it is just soooooo beautiful. BUT ying didnt check the weather forecast. hahahaha.

so when i led yulan there, it was alr a bit drizzling. so guess what?! $2 daiso garbage bags x8! we each took one, and poked holes for our heads and hands, and continued to have a merry time! hahaha.

but then it started pouring. so we grabbed all our stuff and RANNNNN! to a shelter. and spent the rest of the night there rotting away and befriending a stranger. haha. and eating nuggets and fries. haha. we were all so crazily high and funny! esp with kt around. haha.

it was really such a good time of laughing and all man. haha. so crazyy!!



and my dear yulan! happy 19th!! heng you found my card in the end. i tell you i really would have cried on the spot if you didnt manage to find it. i spent so much time and love and effort on it okay. haha.


and you are a much stronger girl than what you think. setbacks/hardships only get you further. you can do it! :)

this year is going to be sooo amazing for youuuu! :)