hello.

haha.

i was reading up on Florence in wikipedia.haha.

and i discovered a very funny syndrome,called Stendhal Syndrome, where one is so shocked by the beauty of art,or when confronted by the immense beauty of nature, that he experiences rapid heartbeat,dizziness,confusion or even hallucinations.esp when they are visiting the famed Uffizi,one of the most selected gallery in the world.

dont you feel that it is ridiculously funny?ohman.

but Florence sounds really exciting.imagine the likes of Michelangelo, Ferragamo, Leonardo da Vinci, Florence Nightingale having lived there.

wow man.haha.


PS. theres even funnier syndromes that i discovered!

-Paris Syndrome, most commonly between Japanese and French, some weird culture difference thing.

-Mean World Syndrome, where someone feels that the world is too dangerous than it actually is,and feels the need to protect themselves more than needed.

seriously!haha.

HELLO.

haha.i'm gonna blog about easter.

it was phenomenal.we broke through!and i seriously was just so amazed and just thanking God.like,my connect grp brought sooo many friends.that i even exceeded my own target.when i smsed xiaoting my target,i was like 'wah,possible or not?'.then!wowowow.God did more than that!we brought even more than my target.haha.

but its more than targets.i'm excited. :)



i was the ic for easter drama chorus board as well.at first i was very comprehensive about the whole thing,because it seems surreal to me and i really have zero experience in leading in CB.at first i seriously had doubts about myself.but after one rehearsal, kelvyn was talking to me and really spoke directly to me.and after that,i started to gain confidence.

as a whole,i was really blessed by being able to serve.as always,drama always teaches me lots of things that i dont normally will.the spirit of excellence,the details,the effectiveness.also,this time i was able to work with jaslynn and sandy and it was an eye-opening experience as well.saw their attitudes towards drama and details and how they handle all the stress.really thankful that i was able to catch something through drama.

drama was tiring.seriously.on most of the days i was so seh that i sometimes dont know what i'm doing.haha.and sunday was like,the worst.because i really was so seh that i couldnt really concentrate.

and i remember very kua-zhangly that day i went home,wanted to remove my makeup,but i ended up dozing off,and i jolted awake.haha.seriously it was so hilarious.hahaha.and its not once,its like,a couple of times.hahaha.

overall,it was good.i got to work with new people,know new people.and it was a good experience, to sharpen my attitudes and to learn how to lead better.the conversation with kelvyn really blessed me alot.realised some stuff that i really need to change.

there was this conversation with tatkwek and sasha during rehearsal that blessed me alot too.i was so grateful and thankful after that. :)



God is so good.dont you think so? :)

HAHAHA.sorry to put such an unglam picture of you.but thats the only one i have.hahaha.

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY ELAINE SIN YULING!

yay its your 18th!! hahaha.really blessed to have you as a friend.like,forever can crap alot and can laugh at silly things.hahaha.it was super funny at your house just now.haaaha.hope you did like the surprise! :)

yay friends forever! (HAHA used to say this in pri sch.lolol.)

I LOVE YOU!!! :)

heh.i shall post some pictures of that random day visiting cally loy.


yay with our dear huihui and with our two dearest singtel girls.haha.


haha.she looks emo.


and we started to do funny things with the magnet bracelet thingy.haha.


we were getting bored.so ying and i started to act like mannequins.and huiying joined us.

there were seriously people who turned ard to look at us cos we werent moving.hahahaha.it was kinda hilarious actually. (notice ying's really really enthu about it.her expressions so spas.haha.)

so we complained cally's picture-taking skills not up to standard cos we look like real humanbeings here.haha.


so cally joined the mannequin craze and ying took the picture.but we still look like real human beings.hahahaha.




--
anyhow,reading back on my posts,i realised theres alot of classic moments in my life.like those sudden moments when i have a sudden thought or something on life.and i'll blog about it.i think its pretty cool.haha.like,its classic.haha.

ytd i was watching su hui lun's appearance on this music show.

she shared that,youngsters always zoom in on 'love' too much. 爱情总是被放得很大。to them, 'love' is all. to them, its something to die for, to fight for.


i remember thinking about this a few months ago. sometimes, our attention and focus is so zoomed in on things that seem 'unnecessary'.

i've always thought that as we mature, our attention and focus will begin to 'zoom out' too. we'll realised that theres alot of other things that we can direct our focus on. not only necessarily on 'love'.

just like how when i read my juniors' blogs.their view and take on life is still so zoomed in on all those stuff.

there will come a period of your life that you'll realise, you need to zoom out and learn to care and be sensitive to alot of other things.

to me, i dont think its a bad thing. yes i will need to balance alot of things,do alot of things. but i love it.

today i came home with 101 things in my mind to settle and to do.these few days, theres 101 things going through my mind.so i've learnt to scribble down whatever i'm thinking so i can remember to settle it later.

its actually a really nice feeling to feel busy.

cos busy people change the world. :)

thanks for replying my email.

it gave me an answer that i was kinda searching for.

thanks for reminding me.

:)

you know,i really think how God created mankind is amazing.

right down to the details. to every little aspect that even mankind is still studying.

today i learnt about all the different blood types. how AB is very selfish cos they can use anyone's blood but can only donate to AB.how O is very selfless, donate to everyone but can only receive O.


isnt it very amazing that even within blood types,theres a lesson to be learnt too?

ohman.i was talking to yingying.

and i just feel that shes really super funny.she catches my joke and i catch hers.hahaha.and we were laughing very childishly for a few hours straight.and i really think we are very funny.like,we can really laugh at ridiculously weird and funny things that i think only ying and i will catch.hahaha.

then i said,wah so touching,we can catch each other's jokes.then she said that ya lor,cos we know each other so long alr ma.

i think its so touching to have someone,to laugh and to cry and to joke with.like even though i tell her my problems she wont really know how to respond,but she is like,a really close friend to me.

:)

hahahaha.i think this is such a funny post.haha.

you know, i was reading up on torture in Tower of London.

and its really astonishing how men can torture intelligence to come up with such cruel, otherwise brilliant devices.

i was telling jiaxin that i nearly puked reading it.

seriously,its really amazing how men can warp intelligence to invent such evil stuff.

and i think what i read on is only like a few of what had been invented.

and it really saddens me so much.

these people who invented all these,could well have used their talent in making this world a more beautiful place than making it darker.


if you are interested:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Scavenger%E2%80%99s_daughter
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rack_%28torture%29

and so i was telling jiaxin,i'm like so lucky to be alive and breathing and in one piece.


and i cant help thinking too..What does God think of all these?i'm sure it saddens Him alot..every being is created by Him, and to go through such cruelness would be torturous too.


:(
what a world we live in.

ACCIO HAIRCLIP!

hahaha.my fringe is falling all over the place and its irritating me.

凌晨三点半。

很像我的中午。

其实，很喜欢，没什么人的时候。

或是，可能人类在午夜之后都变成好人。

四点之前的三十分钟，相信大家都已入睡了。

我在自言自语。哈哈。

haaha.the pictures from 040308.i was like a teenage fan screaming and all the whole day. (it may be a tad boring but hey,i'm still gonna post alot of pics.haha.)

haha and we ran to take pic with peifen too! shes soooooo pretty! like really.haha.we look like some aunty beside her.

we were so worn out that day after standing for like hours.haha.and! huiying skipped school! haha.

and the pretty peifen taking the stage while waiting for the arrival of the rockers.

look at the crowd man!that day was like really really crowded.everybody wanted a piece of mayday.haha.so we count ourselves very lucky to be the first 100! :)

they are here!! but my camera died just that instant.haha.sad.last shot for the day.

the concert tickets which got us all tired like we just ran a marathon.

anyhow, i spent more time on stage cos i got 4 tickets to sign.and it was cool.haha.so i waited a while for shi tou to sign and he smiled at me so sincerely!

and i waited especially long for ah xin cos the tickets arrived a little bit lag over his side so i managed to say thankyou to him thrice and he smiled and looked up at me for like 3-4 times.haha.

okay,i am a happy girl. :)

我今天一定要blog我的感想。




签票会真。的。很。累。



今天，

我 站在阿信的右边。
我 跟阿信握了三次手。
我 对阿信说他的书很棒。
我 跟其他成员也都握了手。


阿信
也对了我笑三次。
和我对看了四次。
对我说谢谢三次。


但我又为什么有那么一点小失望呢？


回到了家想想，我今天所做的一切，想必是很多女生梦寐以求的。


但今天，在记者招待会时，我对阿信说他的书很棒，阿信也只不过对我笑了笑，说了声‘谢谢’。


他的不兴奋，疲惫，令我有点 ？。但我觉得，我对他来说，也只不过是‘另一个喜欢我的女生’。顿时觉得，好像被 stereotype 的感觉。



心中就有一千一万个‘不！！！’你知道吗？


虽然能有机会遇见偶像，是件很棒的事，但我要说的是，他们在我心里不只是个偶像。


超越过‘音乐很好听’，超越过那种‘ahhhhhhhh！！’，超越过‘五月天很帅’。



他们对我而言，是个很‘自己’的感触。自己心灵的答案，自己所有梦想的开始，他们的音乐是自己的一种领悟。自己在人生道路中所有的感动与开心。


所以，今天虽然很多机会看见他们，但心中一直很不满足。


我真的不只是那种‘ahhhhhhh！！’的歌迷。



还有更深更深的感触。



虽讲得有点夸张，但五月天在我生命里的影响真的很大。
自己回想起来都有点想哭。
像那时我在看他们的一部小电视剧，在播‘知足’的mv时，回想起‘五月天与我’的点点滴滴，我不知不觉地落泪的那种感动。



我真的不只是那种‘ahhhhhhh！！’的歌迷。


我很想当那个台下很崇拜台上的他们的小女孩。
不需要有特别的什么招待，只需要很明明白白地让他们知道，他们永远改变了那小女孩的生命。

就足够了。

on a lighter note,(cos i can go on and on about them.haha.)heres the picture that we took at the press conference. AND i WAS standing beside ah xin,but this girl very cek arkly came and squeezed between us!

but its okay.haha.i managed to shake his hand after all.they all have very firm handshakes.




till tomorrow then,when i can upload the rest of the pictures. :)