you know i am still really looking for the perfect plain no pictures blogskin.just a blog and a tagboard.that'll be so so cooool.

anyway,i read what xt lend me,yi neng jing's book.and..

we all stare at the same moon,the sun rotates around fairly,we all breathe the same air,but why is it that love is unfairly distributed in our hearts?

like how some can just ruthlessly kill without mercy,while some can sacrifice their own lives for others.that kinda difference in love.

we all came to this world naked,and we cant bring away anything from this world when we die..

and we hear songs screaming loneliness loveless low self-esteem brokeness emptyness nothingness and it all goes back to that four letter word,love isnt it?

but then again,because love wasnt evenly distributed,does it mean that mankind is fighting for its own fair share of love in this world?by numbing ourselves with wars?

recently read this article on the iraq war and the soldiers' stories.something that really impacted me was that wars are so pointless.since everyone desires love and lacks love,why are we still diminishing love?why are we proving ourselves right further that love is actually all that we need?

but then i realised there'll always be differences in life.we are made differently.and different people react differently to differences.some big some small.and some just fight right till the end to prove his differences.

and its pretty scary to know that in such a big world,theres really all sorts of people.i'll always entertain myself by imagining me meeting the nastiest person on earth,what sort of character and attitude he'll possess that freak me out.haha.

but there must be at least one common point in everyone to make us all live together on earth right?

hmmm actually this is quite a confusing post cos all these are still mixed up in me and not yet sorted out.haha.