heyoooo.haaha.

just wanted to blog about some stuff.you know..i'm always afraid of telling people whats my dream what i want to be.i dont know but i'm scared of people judging me.i guess i hate it when people will laugh and say you cant make it.or the feel that they doubt you'll make it that kinda thing.so i never really proclaim out my dreams or aspirations before.though me and cally did secretly confess to one another.hahaha!

but this little dream of mine,i will always wonder if i'll have the ability.i'll have the depth.everyone doubts right..its natural.but i'll always remember something that pastor said before.if you are able to dream it,God can do much much more.

but still you cant take away the doubts in your heart.how do you ever become successful?and then i realised we are actually training for whats up in the future now.all the people's skills all the life skills all the stuff.and isnt it very amazingly so that you know someday you can use all your skills all your abilities all your talents one day?

i think the biggest enemy of your life is yourself.i always thought that self identity is important it gives you the confidence you desire it gives you the determination to live.

who knows?but i used to be such a proud and inferior and a sly little kid combined together.but really,its through realising and people telling you that you'll start to realise what you do have that your friends dont and when to put it into use.i daresay i did have lots of self-reflection and thinking through and breaking through that i arrived at this point.and i did learn some very painful lessons and went through some very rough patches.and i still am not perfect.so that shows how much we do need to learn in life huh?

then you do know that you are unshakable.you can tremble,but nothing can get you down.i know whats my gifts and abilities that i try to use as much as possible.and to think that i was doing all those stuff unknowingly and not really realising whats my good points till someone just accidentally told me.isnt it amazing how life works?

and i realise words are amazing creations too.isnt it so amazing that
-impossible is nothing
and
-nothing is impossible
sound so different?haha.

hahaha.i'm tired.byebye.