hello.

hahaha.it was 3.33am just now.i think i'm really some night owl.not that i cant sleep..just that around 3+ am you'll find that kind of solitude and silence that you wont get to find during the day.its like everyone's asleep energizing for the new day and you are caught in between this blank period.its almost like time stopping.

and its like..the bestest time to think about so many stuff.

haaa.okay it shall end abruptly here.lol.

haahahaha.well..today was a touching touching day.haahaha.



thanks ying.for the..book.haha.i momentarily forgot what is it called.eh so touching la.hahaha.its alot of effort man.and you never cease to amaze me. :) love you!



its always during birthdays that i realise that little acts of care and love actually matter alot.and its really a very nice feeling when people actually remember your birthday.even though theres like..friendster reminders nowadays,its still a very nice feeling of being remembered!i'll learn from this and appreciate others' birthdays more. :) birthdays always make me learn to appreciate more.



but its really really amazing you know..one pri school friend whom i havent seen for like 6 years,always always remembers my birthdays and send me this email wishing me happy birthday every year.i'm really so amazed can.and we are not exactly very close friends either.



jackson and glenn!i'm so touched by your present too!even though its quite stupid la but still!haaahha.that painting and the newspaper pieces and breakfast!hahaha.thanks alot alot! :)



not forgetting dear cally's oreo cheesecake!hahaha.its really quite yummy la really.haha.even though a bit more solid will be much much better.haha.and huiying's book! :)so touched man.haha.



i feel so loved today.haha.



and thank God too for the bestest present ever.make me realised some stuff and that..ya..its possible!its absolutely possible.



eh and i told my sis what you guys said about her gracefulness/elegance/prettiness etc etc etc.and she was like laughing la!hahaha!eh and we different style one okay.cannot compare!and yulan,my sis actually commented that you look mature.haha!funny sia..

eh you all must be convinced we different style okay!like that then unique right.hahaha.



and omg i was looking through the photos and half of it we were either sleeping or lying on each other that kinda thing!haha!so funny la!and i lazy go upload all those pics but theres one that i must mention!

huiying!i'm really really seriously scared of your toes!!how did you train from young lor??its like..soooo scary can!!and i'm not exaggerating!!

thankyou all of you!for the most loved and heartwarming birthday ever.even smses i can like feel the love coming out of it.hahaha. :)

ANYWAY.omg peter always makes me laugh out loud can!!hahaha!!first to wish me happy belated birthday!!hahaha!SO FUNNY LA.

AND YULAN CHANGED HER BLOG ADD AGAIN. http://ohwhatyulan.blogspot.com. hahaha!!made me laugh at my computer man!!huiying/ying/cally must go okay!!

:) i was sooo touched okay.cos maybe today alot stuff happened and so i was emotionally unstable already and when i saw those smses i was sooo touched. :)thankyou thankyou.very much.



anyway.today we went for vertical marathon.haahaha.its still so wow that we actually finished.i was just surviving on God's strength seriously.i just kept praying and praying and we finished the race!i am so proud of you wongyingying! :)


haaahahaha.ying copied me!hahaha.wearing the sama stuff again.lol!like we really love ahs or something.


128(ying) and 129(me!) finished the race!! :)

anyway.theres so many little little things in life that can make me feel so contented easily.its nice to see the world through love.haaaha.theres like so many things that when i look at it,it just brings a smile to my face.and it makes me really appreciate all the little things.like ytd,while going home,this little girl,her hands were full carrying a subway drink and stuff so i was behind her when i wanna enter the gate and she very sweetly used her leg to hold the gate open for me.i was like awww can.so nice! :)

HAHAHAHA.so hilarious!me+ying were listening to 883 so i just randomly called their hotline and he actually picked it up!hahaha!and i'll be on air later la.and i laughed half the way.lol.hahaha.

i'm staying over at ying's house. :) cos we accompanying her through the night as she attempts to finish her 50 art pieces.hahaha.

oooh ya.i was bathing just now and i realised some stuff.that i am so glad to have ying/yulan/huiying/cally in my lives.haha.cos i deposited a part of me in them and that each of them has got different purposes and roles in my life.haaa.i cant imagine how are we gonna live our lives without one of us.haha.

and thank God that all of us in the sama church.

i think they are tearing as they read this hahahaha!

I LOVE YOU GUYS.HAHA.

okay just some random thoughts cos i realise really close friends are hard to come by.

haaahahhaaa.i have nothing to say already.goodbye. :)

omg.i am still in a state of disbelief and shock.can you feel it?

ohyes..i'm tearing too.

the last few mins..it was agony.i was on the phone with jackson and there was just silence and it pretty much summed up the whole thing.

when we scored at the min,i was practically screaming,i really really hang on to that last goal..after last final..nothing seemed impossible.

now the tv's muted cos i dont wanna hear milan celebrating.and the colours in white rather than red.

i still cant believe it.....

and its so touching still that pool fans were singing and still singing even after the final whistle.

and the saddest and heartbreaking part is when you see all the players' faces.

finals like this can give heart attacks.seriously.
if one healthy person like me can be so ?!?!?!??!!! over the last few mins.

it hurts.but with fans like this,with my gerrard still as gracious in defeat,i'm sure theres still the next season.

its okay,failure means more to come.
means we'll win the treble the next season! :)

thats what i love about soccer.the passion,the love,the loyalty.you cant even get close to describing the emotions what all the fans and players go through.

i miss this.i'm still very sad.but..sounds cheesy but it made me love liverpool more.

omg i was going crazy editing all the htmls and all!and well,just make do with this okay marcus!haaa.i dont feel like changing again seriously.i'm lazy.content is more important than surface okay!lol.

and well..witnessed some very ugly side of some friends in school..and its yuck.seriously.so double face so fake so act so plastic.i'm seriously amazed how people can still like,surround themselves with people like that..it irritates me and makes me cherish my sec sch/church friends more.if poly is really like that..then well..good luck for the 3 years man.

theres so many artificial friends around that..you dont know who to trust anymore.

awww and i'm listening to no doubt's 'running'.its such a pretty song. :)

hahaha.i may go vietnam during june hols man.hahaha.of all places!lol!thats the ho chi ming or something like that one right..?haahaha.

just ate oreo cheesecake.not the yummiest but theres the made-at-home kinda feel so its nice after all.lol.

and i was wearing my beloved liverpool's jersey today and was hoping to bump into any fellow liverpool fan so i can smile at him and he can smile at me but didnt!so was kinda sad.hahaaaa.think everyone is reserving the shirt for tmr's use.haha.

theres this new anything/whatever drink in town now.haha.i think its sooo creative!hahaha.

eh i realised nowadays i always blog random and senseless stuff hahahaha.its gonna be holidays soon!like after one month of school.haha.

and the stupid price of the sports channel will increase again!so 3 months without sports channel till the new season starts again..

omg the finals is less than 7 hours away..!!

i've decided to upload some pics. :) cos i finally sent those pics over to my comp.hahahaa.and some really made me laugh out loud!

me and the birthday boy!so obvious hes in army la!hahaha.

hahahaha.our dearest yulan's an idiot. :)


the vampire game!its pretty fun! :)

not forgetting the sooooooooooooooooooo yuuummmmyy black and white brownie!!!!

i think this picture is funny!!!hahahaha!!and its like so rare three of us can actually eat a meal together la. :)

hahaha!the three of us with funny poses. :) so sweeeet man!
omg!this is the funny one!!lol!the very sly and cunning ying asked us to make ugly faces in the end we did she didnt so she end up looking pretty and all!lol!and yulan really looks cuteeee!! lol :)

hahaha!and this was the day when tingting looked the prettiest!hahaha!after the photo shoot the other time!loolll. :) eh but i look so different here.lol.

okay i'm gonna watch tv now.goodbye my friend.

hahahaha.the old one looks screwed up on my sis's laptop and its giving me the goosebumps so i changed again.lol!

omg i'm so frustrated now can.but i think its rebelling.so i should control myself!i will remain calm calm calm calm...

omgggg i'm going crazy researching on some stupid stuff like finishes to your fabric and all sorts of stuff???like how in the world will that change the world or something.okay maybe it does change the world..considering fabric is everywhere.but still! :(

watched the stupidest horror show today la.haha.dont know whether to laugh or cry.the whole movie we were practically laughing.not that scared-but-trying-to-look-unscared kind but really hilarious kind!omggggg..and to think the ghost got exorcised into a corn.and a very lowbudget movie cos i think they were trying to create some mysterious effect by having very dusty air all around which failed very badly..!

....just got my pocket money ytd and now its half gone already.lol.

its nice to hang out with your besties.haaa.it has been ages since we've gone out.and ytd's little dinner with ying+yulan.today's movie with cally+ying. :)and to laugh at stupid things.hahaha.
and big bag=excuse to have the free seat in the train.hahaha!i was secretly an shuanging.lol!eh but the auntie got there first so dont have.haha.

i just ate a mango.lol.

back to the fabric world....

welll at this hour,i'm still awake.i was reading all my past entries..haaaha.and it really made me think.i'm missing something in my life.cant exactly pinpoint what but..ya.theres something about the old tingting which is missing..spiritually.i must get it back.

and i was reading the first ever entry on this blog and i was just like..smiling to myself.lol!cos!i'm going mayday's concert soooon again! :)

omg.thinking back,two years already passed.from dec 11 2005 mayday's concert.its kinda scary..haha.

and man..brings back so many things.remember the devotion???hahaha!the topic:responsibility.it was such a big step of faith!and how God moved was amazing.

and i was reminded too.. a friend stayed over at my house like..one year before.and i was just asking her..why did she backslide?she said she dont feel anything anymore.and i was so sad that i turned to the other side and i practically cried the whole night to sleep..cos i was feeling so so so sad for her.

i need that spirit back.so urgently.

hahahaha!i can come online!omgomg.hahaha.i have been trying like since 10pm.and the connection was down.so my sis asked me to call starhub.hahaha.

so i was like..talking to this starhub guy for ten over twenty mins and i find it so amusing!the idea that hes trying to fix something that he cant see and just giving me instructions over the phone is like..so amusing seriously.haha.i kept laughing.and cos the laptop and the wireless thing in two different rooms,i gotta run here and there and he even offered to call me on my handphone to save the trouble.lol!so funny la!

welll watching pos really made me want to join east again..seriously!the fun and everything.and cheesiang is like soooo comical and cute la!lol.but cant join liao.so we are sk warriors.whatever that means.lol.

time is gone like wind man.it feels like yesterday when i got back my o level results.and yesterday that we just had christmas.when we just had easter.that kinda thing.and then....
ITS MAY ALREADY.

christmas is coming soon.hahaha.

tmr is off-day!yay!watching some stupid horror show!heee.

i need new songs man i need new revelations new thoughts new insights about everything to think through cos it kinda sucks that i dont have any new songs anymore and new inspirations.

God is good all the time. :)