haha. you know why are they so special? because every album that they make, its not only about the songs and pictures. but in every album, there is a deeper meaning in everything. (yes i finally got my album today after 1000 years since it was released)

and for once, i scratched my head and listened and read but i still cant really pinpoint something about this album that is very different.


and as the last song ended, i suddenly realised the whole point.


previous albums, they've been really good at sending out encouraging messages (eg love, hope, believing in music etc.), but this one, it is vv different.

you'll have all kinds of feelings listening to it. it is like a progression. its like singing out their feelings all these years.

its like, this point of your life, when you wonder is there anything more. grown a bit tired to the things of life. as if stuck in a block of ice trying hard to understand life through a medium, but at the same time, trying hard to get out too.

its like, after being so encouraging and all in all their previous albums, suddenly they realised that hey, reality is reality after all. the struggles. it is a very real album.


but at the same time, this little place in your heart..not giving up. it is like eliminating the bad stuff and everything, to welcome in the new, to live, again.


it is like the breaking point before something greater.


haha. ohman. so so different. but i guess i'll understand even more when i listen to it more. haha.