ytd was fathers' day.

it was a weird feeling really. when everyone asked, 'arent you going to celebrate fathers' day?'

today i was looking at the collage thing that was inside the bulletin. and i saw the different ones, telling their daddies 'i love you', and how their daddies are their 'best friend'.

i couldnt help but think, how is it really like to have a nice father? to laugh around with, to hug, to share problems etc.


i remember reading surina's blog, that her dad did some really funny stuff, and how she blogged and said how cute her father is.

and how cally is like closer to her dad than her mum, whom she can always be like a little girl to and throw tantrums and all.

and how ying's dad cares enough to dress her wounds when she falls etc etc.


you know, i've never experienced such stuff before. it feels unreal..




so just now.. i was talking to God.

and tears just came and flowed down..

God has always been that father.. whenever i feel down, he is that fatherly figure that i run to.. he has been so close, so close to my heart..
i really really dont know how i would have gone through all these, without knowing that i have a Father, always around and beside me.

i was just sitting there, with His presence so thick around me..

and i felt so protected. i felt so loved.
i felt like a little girl, happy, without worries, because my daddy is there.

and i dont know how long i sat there, tears just flowing, and enjoying His presence.



and really, i'm willing to go through all these, just for that moment.