i find it totally funny that i feel so alive and awake at wee hours of the morning. and time spent mugging at this hour is so much more productive.

so maybe next time i can just sleep thru my day and study at night? hahaha. cannot la, too unhealthy.

i miss talking to my dear yulan.





i refuse to believe that they can only come up till this level.
i refuse to believe that this is what i must expect every week.
i am so burdened.
i want to see progress.