i admit,i've not been reading ah xin's blog faithfully for quite some time.so while i was idling ard just now,decided to drop by.and my,i was so impacted by this post.

i dont know why but tears just filled my eyes.because yes,i understand what hes driving at,i really do.and with all my heart,that kind of serenity,is so ____ to me. (i dont know which word to fill in to describe that feeling).

he was talking about the 'Church of the Light' that was featured in Fish's new song, 崇拜's mv.it was designed by this famous Japanese architect Tadao Ando.

i remembered when i first saw the mv a couple of weeks ago,i was so impacted by the serenity of the whole feel of the mv,and how it just pierces through to the audience.and the stunning cross that hung above the water.in short,its a very impactful mv.i think the lyrics is wonderfully written too.

i read on wikipedia that many people commented that the church felt so empty,and it was disturbing.but Ando explained that the 'emptiness' is meant to be something different,a special feeling to transfer people into the spiritual realm,letting the emptiness invading the people's heart so there is room to be filled with the 'spiritual'.

i was so wowed by the whole idea,the whole blog post,the whole mv.