my grandpa's in hospital.in quite serious condition apparently.his liver hardened up so alot stuff cant work too.

its actually a very scary trip cos he cant really recognise me and his hands were all tied up cos he'll struggle and he'll bleed.and he tried very hard to stand up to free the cloth pulling him so theres alot of scratches and bruises around his elbow that hes even bleeding so alot of bloodstains on the bedsheet too.

he refused to listen to the doctors and nurses cos he insists hes okay dont need medications anymore so he'll actually hit the nurses trying to help him.so it looks pretty bad.my mum and uncle keep saying i should go and see him more cos we really dont know how long more.

then on the way home in the car,heard that the pang an bang got heart attack or something so hes in hospital now in singapore and the wife was describing the condition.

everytime after a visit to a hospital,it'll hit me hard that life is really so fragile.

and we are made in the sense that every little detail is so important.like who knows if this protective layer over your whatever important vein which can not be visible to the human eye is gone then suddenly you have a very serious condition where you can die.

like our body can have so many veins,blood vessels,our heart,liver,kidney,lungs etc.theres so many things in our body.and actually come to think of it,every little thing in our body is so delicate and fragile and susceptible to all kinds of attack.

i dont know if i made my point or you got my point but seriously,we are such complicated beings trying to simplify 'life'.