growing up.



i am really so proud of my sister. she graduated with first class honours and all. so proud of her! :)

she really inspires me sometimes. not like all the time when shes being irritating. but yeah other times she is really quite inspiring. haha.

不知道不知道 & 20 kaya balls.


the bus is by far the most comfy i've ever sat in. totally enjoyed it with music in my ears and curling by the window seat seeing the night pass.


and FINALLY satisfied my soy chai latte craving.


one of my most traumatic experience for this trip. it took me more than 15-20mins to overcome my fear and get used to the fishes sucking at my feet.


i was really tense up.


xt say i always pose like this. hahaha.






satisfied our a&w craving! root beer + curly fries + waffles&ice cream. :)


this guy always always makes me laugh. hahahaha. everytime i see this photo i laugh! hahahaha.





kt: i have tingting withdrawal syndrome.

sweet huh. hahahahaha.


KL trip was funnnnnnnn. it was my first time ever being flung upside down in the air for so many times! it was traumatic as well! i always have this fear that my safety belt will suddenly give way and then i'll fall out and die. haha.


and i think i bought a nice bag. haha.

and i think the guys maximized their manhood. hahaha.

but i couldnt find my cardigan though. :(

hmmm.

new house.

therein lies new dreams, new hopes, new expectations for the future. time to grow up, time to take on more responsibilities, time to be more understanding. i dont know if its me, but everytime we move.. i feel alot. more than deciding the design etc.. it is about the change.. and the environment.. the people..

new insights.

spending alot of time with my mum and my sister recently. opened my eyes.. its not easy at all.. the sacrifices.. the love..



questions.. difficult.. can i?


alot of times.. i feel so disappointed. yep i do. many things.


but we all know that all things work together for good for those who love Him yeah?
i'll give you all my disappointments.. help me..

welcome to the world.

felt alot this afternoon.


i'm gonna be a better daughter, better student, better tingting.




after feeling so much.. watching the hills makes me really irritated by their problems. seriously.

如烟.

i didnt have internet for the past two days. and let me tell you.. its really bad.


i ended up doing mask.. and taking lonngggg baths to make up for it. and even sleeping earlier!


me and cousin were soooooo bored. that he suggested drinking. which i strongly resisted. then we started to throw pillows at each other.. and watched really senseless shows on tv.


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bizarre.
out of the world.


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have been meeting the contractor recently. am really excited for new house. gonna move 1st week of november.


first time i really get to design my own room. all of our rooms are gonna be platformed. and i'm SO gonna have a black bed/deep red bed. and sliding door wardrobe.


the contractor made the new house sounds really exciting. i'm really excited to see the end product. :)


i'm really thinking of painting my room pink.

"When you cant see His hand, trust His heart."
-PK.

ppr witht th vwls.

i really like The Hills opening. it kinda makes me v happy to watch it.
i really like Lauren and Whitney as well. i think they are soo prettyyyyyyyy. and they have nice clothessssssss.


after not watching GG for so long, i completely catch nothing.
but i am still very much in love with Serena's hair though. it all falls nicely just at all the right places.


and on monday, i'll have 3 new nail polish colours that sound exciting and happening. yay!

(no it doesnt sound bimbotic at all i know what you are thinking.)

does any of you can even guess what the title is about?? lol!
it kept me amused for quite some time of the day.



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i dont need popularity, i dont need to have alot alot alot of friends.
i dont need alot of attention, i dont need to talk alot.
i dont need to have a super happening life, i dont need to line my schedule up with parties and outings.


even as i realised things.. saw things..
these things irk me even more.. makes me even more repulsive.

no i dont need all that. thank you very much.

i'll be happy enough with a good book at home.
i'll be happy enough with a handful of real friends who'll stick with me thru thick and thin.
i'll be happy enough to just sit at the table laughing with my sister.

i'll be happy enough with God everyday of my life.

sianzxzzxxx.

siannzzzzz why am i feeling so sianzzzzx...



dont think dont think!!



不要想不要想！

hairily hair.

my bangs are obscuring half of my vision now. i see hair in front of me all the time.



but the other time when i attempted to trim it, it was so uneven that it was scary.


looking at the pictures that we took.. cant even make out my eyes seriously. it is just hair.



hmmmm.


i need to learn to sleep early.