was talking to my sis today.. told me about the different politics going on. the different stories.. different views.. different conflicts..

as i was listening and registering what she've said, other than the incredulous feeling that wow my sis actually is sharing with me this kinda stuff, i felt so strongly..

that even as you grow up, it becomes harder and harder to stay true to yourself. it is so so easy to take on another identity, to take on something that others think is good. when you were young, it feels so easy to be who you wanna be.. and as you grow up.. it becomes something hard to hold on to.

have seen people who drifted away. seen people changed.

and it is the convictions and your beliefs.. that hold you back. that make you stay true.. if not.. it is so so hard to step out there and survive. because you'll get influenced instead..

actually that wasnt even the whole gist that my sis was talking about. haha.
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caryn's 21st.



this came 2 days late. sorry blogger was being idiotic.

anyhow toilet mate, happiest birthday!!
been a blessing to have known you. (anyhow chose this pic cos the rest vv pretty hahaha so one unglam one lol!)
and everyone needs a friend who chiongs last minute work together, who flows together, who understands each other at a glance.
and ya you are like my bff in school. haha. alot of times when you give a face i totally know what you are thinking about. hahaha!
and who else would not sleep before submission and chiong with me on msn. haha.

love you. stay pretty. :)

still rmb when you used to go to school in the ugliest and shaggiest clothes ever. lol.
see how much we've all grown!

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august spells alot of things.

more essays, more projects, more deadlines, more stress.

and of course in everything, there are still things to look forward to.
and these are two things that i'm highly looking forward to.

on 16 aug, my favouritest thing ever is starting again:



:)

and on 29 aug, my also very favourite thing is coming to town:



:)

sweet.

in every cloud, theres a silver lining.







i need to get out of all these.. soon soon soon!
keep going keep going!