it seems really weird that i cant really articulate what i feel nowadays into words.
so let me blog in point form.

• actually.. it didnt really matter that much anymore. and that itself is a really tiny but significant step forward.
• today's service really touched me alot.
• i really love serving on saturdays. we are just like a family who is always there to support. and i always enjoy serving on saturday more. because 1)we have ALOT of time spent together. 2)we make the most mistakes together. 3)we eat lunch and fellowship together. 4)we laugh and cry together. and everytime i step into the room, it just fills my heart with joy and i just smile from my heart. :) love these people. (and i cannot upload pic! argh.)
• am really excited for you!
• cant be more pleased to let loose and laugh at hk cafe just now with xt and dl.
• need/want to be more organized.
• inspired by a random blog. such simple but deep person.
• sometimes really wonder how dumb can i be. but no! it serves as a lesson learnt. i will be smarter and i'll learn.
• now that freedom seems so near.. got me thinking what i REALLY want to accomplish this holiday.
• my life has always been a ---- story. i really need some +=\`"''/'. a daring step forward.
• four months left to end of 2009. am seeing and working towards a change.
• tingting is not someone who likes changes. but change is like the only constant thing. so i'll adapt.
  

• and.. tampines is raining. and thundering. finally.

wow i didnt know i'm thinking of so many things in my mind until i just anyhow typed. lol.




M, if you are reading.. am praying for you. :) you are very loved and am supporting and cheering you on! :)



TOMORROW WILL BE AN EXCITINGGGGG DAYYYY.