V: you pick.
T: you pick la.
V: you pick la!!
T: i dont want! you pick la!
V: you just pick can a not?

D: aiya you all all pigs(picks) la!

lol!

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i guess another upheaval and uprooting stage is coming near again. i always always kinda dread it. i think cos of the bad memories left behind the previous time. but.. it should be a new start and something exciting. but i just cant see.. cant see how it'll turn out. so i'm feeling a bit ... will it bring us closer? will the lessons learnt sink in?


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talking to my sis just now. and i feel her, i understand her. that familiarity yet strange feeling. that same level, with the same plants and same neighbours. the same scenery, the same memories. hers wasnt as good as mine. but my memories then.. it was good. and it was happy.

i'm feeling so mixed. but i know it is good. it is for the better.


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yes. and its a big question mark now. why?