i feel like getting lost in something now..no idea what but of course the good kind.haa.

you always say that sum of money is not yours,you are the victim,you were unlucky.but the problem is not about whos fault now.the problem is about you wanting to take up the responsibility or not.so what if that sum of money is not yours?you want to be the guarantor for someone you damn hell know that YOU will be the one they will find if your friend goes missing.so why push the blame around?so sick of people ringing the doorbell.so sick of hearing you go yadayada its not your fault.but in the first place you allowed yourself to be in this mess and now you want to run away.now when everything is not right what are you going to do?who will end up being the sorry one?you may gain the fortune the wealth you have been eyeing all along but who are you lying to?you have already lost everything.