i'm such a hopeless and a monster at painting my nails. like a kid who doesnt know how to draw yet and use colour pencils to draw way beyond the lines. :(

everytime after i paint, there'll sure be incidents where i'll scratch and bump into something and totally spoil the nails. haha. its pretty funny. cousin and i were laughing. hhaha.



had a great dinner out with family. so cool. :) really great with great food and great company. :) heartwarming.

today i had an reenactment of that fateful day in The Valley 3 years ago, just to get two East Entrance tickets to Liverpool vs Singapore.

shall not go into details, but it was sure mad, intense, and tiring. whats more, i was alone.


seriously, East Entrance tickets sold like hotcakes. i think its even hotter than the sun.


but yes, when i laid my hands on the two tickets, i even called kt and teared and screamed and all.

those precious two tickets.. i was like hugging it inside my laptop bag for the whole journey home. and randomly checking if its still inside.

its totally like The Valley, just different places. and yeah, like the other time, i prayed like dont know what also.

i was like even asking God how come this must happen twice? haha.

and what to say. God is so good. :)
though it seems like it was impossible, but if you cant take 'no' as an answer, there isnt any distance that can stop you.


"梦想有多远，就走多远。"
- a random quote i saw on tv which touched me in that moment.


k i am really drained. glad that next week is e-learning. need the space and rest to refresh n renew.

T: eh Jurong West not on loan lei, you can go get chen ying's recommended book and read. but then that book is like 23kg.

C: (a very shocked face) huh 23kg??

T: ya you see! 9000 over pages!



T: (then she suddenly realises) OH! SO SORRY! its 23cm not 23kg!



大笑... hahahahahaha. so silly.. hahahaha! 23kg is like almost half of me la! lol!

it hasnt been the easiest of two weeks. alot of big things happened. things that make me question and sometimes, even scared.

but i'm glad that now everything seems to answer for itself.. and after all the emotional trauma, i'm glad that the blurred vision is now very clear. i love my Jesus. :)


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i really kinda like radio production. sound waves, editing, protools, recording etc etc. its so fun! but more than that, you'll really see how each and every program and advertisement is carefully and skillfully put together. it makes me appreciate radio more.

radio has been really the one thing that grew up with me. and though now we are all moving into the mp3, illegal downloading (ahem to alot of people) era, but there still is this charm and this undeniable beauty in radio.

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and i really feel for you when you were sharing with me all the things that happened. about empathising. i can identify..

and i think, it is a great great thing to learn also. to always be compassionate, always be loving, and always be so sensitive to whatever that is happening ard. it is not always very convenient, but it is ever so important.

much to learn..

12 random things:

1) today i randomly wore my jeans-unworn for almost 2 years. and i felt really good. haha. when was the last time you actually saw tingting in jeans huh? not black skinnies!

2) i've been randomly listening to old songs in my ipod. digging all those oldies. and it makes me very happy to know that some things really dont change.

3) i've also been randomly listening to the radio for 15mins before i sleep every night. it reminds me of my childhood and it makes me really happy. esp when they play songs from the 90s.

4) i also randomly send funny smses to my sis every now and then. haha. though she wont reply.

5) oh and our property agent just randomly told me, she helped me calculate my fortune. and apparently i'll marry a super rich husband and i'll live a very good life next time. hahaha. it left me feeling very amused for the rest of the night. lol.

6) i am finishing my 9th book and its by far the most gruesome book i've ever read. and am alr making a mental list on what to read next.

7) and my mind has been randomly reminding me of all those people that i havent gave a birthday present yet. theres five people on the list. and theres more to come if i dont get down to clear it.

8) after a short hiatus, i've randomly decided to use my organiser again. it pleases me so much to see it filled with purple and pink writing.

9) nowadays, alot of things run through my mind before i sleep each night. how i wish they can all randomly be solved.

10) assignments and projects have been randomly filling my timetable. its scaring me.

11) omg and i'm like randomly watching 搞笑行动 with my cousin now!

12) i hope i can make a random visit to muji soon to stock up on my pens. they have this amazing ability to motivate me to do things faster and nicer.

and i really miss my sister terribly.

it is another 11 days till shes back.


i am just so tired... so very very tired..


underneath all those layers..
underneath everything..



i still wanna hold strong.. of what You've promised to me..
i remember God.. and i know You will deliver..
set me free.. after years..

*help chee siang
so what time do I meet you?

tingtingtingtingtingtingtingting
erm..
from city hall to bukit batok how long ah

*help chee siang
very

tingtingtingtingtingtingtingting
very is how long?

*help chee siang
I think it's at least 10 km long



hahahahaha!!!

i spent a few mins trying to figure out how my fan works. and i think its highly amusing.

i'm super amazed at how high tech can a fan be now.

you know my fan can even have a 'sleep' mode. which troubled me for quite a while cos its sometimes strong and sometimes weak. irritates me. and i realised it has 3 modes.

and it can even oscillate not only left to right, but up down. or even better! both left right, up down! so it'll be like a confused fan, dont know which direction to go.

and it can even time itself. after certain timing can switch it off or go to sleep.

i have a remote control beside me now to control it.


isnt it amazing how high tech fans can be nowadays?! it seems like days ago that fans only have 1, 2 or 3 mode. now theres all these complicating stuff. haiyo!


its quite funny to note how all these stuff aim to help make our lives easier, but sometimes, it kinda fails and makes life more difficult instead. :S

gorging myself with pringles (sour cream&onion) and b&j (chocolate fudge brownie),

with 卢广仲 together with me.

listening to how he stole his friend's breakfast. and how he decided to have breakfast every morning.

因为这就是rock 'n roll的style.


last min work.. tingting! when will you ever learn..?!


but 因为这就是rock 'n roll的style.



hahaha. you will understand if you get his latest concert dvd/cd.


要吃早餐，因为身体健康就是rock 'n roll的style.


你吃早餐了吗？？


对啊对啊对啊对啊对啊对啊对啊...

one of the things that makes me go oh oh:




He won Footballer of the Year Award. :)


Someone, by sheer willpower and character,
showed the world that everything can be fought for.

Someone, who will give his 101% for the team.

Someone, who leads by example, not just words only.

Someone, who can singlehandedly turn the whole game around.

Someone, who scored 23 goals this season. :)

Someone, who constantly takes the responsibility to
continually be the best that he can.

Someone who doesnt shrink or run away from any blame,
or any form of criticism.

Someone who really exemplifies what he believes in
and holds strong to his beliefs.

Someone who loves his wife and children deeply. :)


AND he shares the same birthday month as me. just 3 days apart. :)



one dayyyyy.. i'll meet him. and i'll tell him how much i love him..!
and get him to sign on everything that i own. hahaha.


:)

and btw, i think its a totally cool thing, and written in the stars even, that i share EXACTLY the same birth time as his daughter. though different day la. but helloo..! out of like 1440 mins in a day, i was born same hour same minute as his daughter!

so cool right!! like totally. hahaha.

i wanted to bathe.. but my sister got ahead of me..

you know that kinda feeling?


yaaa.. cek ark.. lol.




my sister is going to hk/macau for like, 2 weeks. :(
when she was gone for 5 days i was alr feeling very sianed.
now its 2 weeks without all the nonsense.



i really want a day to sleep in and to do nonsensical things again.
to lie there and read my books. to watch random movies. to just do nothing in particular.



holidays is like, 4 weeks later...
:(


i feel like going for a mini holiday for like 2-3 days. haha.



ranting ranting ranting.


okay i dont really have energy to do my presentation now. i shall make it last min again okay? hahaha. grrrrrr. for now, its rest. i like. :)