hello.

haha. i was proved wronggg..

it was a pretty interesting experience though. i felt quite woah. and glad that i was proved wrong.. now i know and understand..


and i'm pretty wowed too. cos i realised it brings out a side of me that is otherwise, very hidden. so it trains me.


exciting right? haha. ya i think so too. :)




and its really always great to have donglin back on weekends!

and it broke my heart again.. sent tears to my eyes..

why..?

why?


shocked, scared, apprehensive, doubtful, angry, frustrated

but yet.. underneath all these..


what is real?

i was deeply impacted, on both wednesday and thursday. by the things said and the link that it had. sitting there listening to shi shu ping talk abt china's 4000 years of bondage, plus all the different superstitions.. and recalling what was taught in BS on wed.. and i was wowing on the inside. it is so exciting..!


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had a random dinner with mama and her colleagues. and they mentioned how they've seen me grow from a little girl who follows her mum everywhere carrying a book wherever i go, to such a big girl now. and it was so enjoyable. like i could actually participate in their conversations and it was something i couldnt do before.


and i really enjoy little meetings like this. such a simple and random dinner. but it is so enjoyable. i've learnt to appreciate little things like this now that i'm older. when i was younger, i used to tag along but i didnt understand the joy.

and i realised, it is little things like this, that make up the big things. when you connect, and when you share. and it is just in these little things that you find the drive and the love to continue forward.






love, faith, passion, hope.
they are invisible, not seen with the eyes.
but they can be felt. so strongly.

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thanks lam for the extra effort. thanks for sharing once again. theres no better person to be caught in a jam together other than you. hahaha.

actually i didnt know 3/4 of what you told me.. and i'm proud of you. :)

it has been years.. and i know its hard.. but you've made it. :)

still a process, but i know you are stronger than that. :)

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and i miss my sister terribly! shes only coming back tmr night!

and before i zzzz today is a very happening friend's bday-

(i clearly just stole it from fb)



marcus woo kum yong! happiest 19th birthday!

my advisor in anything doing with handphones/cars. and we share the same hairstylist, share the same passion in london, share the same birthday month(haha!), share kinda the same nokia phone. haha.


please meet up soon. i miss all your nonsense. together with wyy.

and seriously you are still one of the first i'll think of whenever i wanna buy a phone. lol. you always know your stuff man. and i really miss sec sch days with you wyy and jonathan chan. haha. all the rubbish we did tog before. and both of us used to have v happening sch bags. lol.


movie/starbucks/shopping/random soon soon okayyyyy.


happy 19th again. :)

i wanna fly to london now.


like now now.

and come back when everything's over.


can right? lol.


apparently not.

while doing 荷塘月色 from 朱自清:

me: we really gotta act like we really know the san wen man.
caryn: haiyooo i really wish i did xuzhimo, at least i know him better than zhuziqing.
me: i wish i did on zhang tingting lor. i know her the best.

HAHAHA! i think i said a super funny joke! hahahaha!

seriously if i did a presentation on myself, i dont need to burn midnight oil alr. hahaha. i think its one of the funniest jokes i've ever said man. hahaha!!



okay i'm highly amused by myself. shall go back to my dear 荷塘月色 now.

and gosh i blogged 4 times in a night! haahahaha. so amusing.



PS. i've been so faithfully not coming online. and faithfully sleeping earlier everyday. try not to after 1am. and now its 1.48am. its way past my bedtime and i really feel very cek ark.

k i'll come online even lesser and sleep even earlier to make up for tonight.

dear God,

wont you let the weather turn cold once again?
so i can start wearing my blazers/cardigans/jackets/layers again.

but dont let it rain okay?
just cold will do.


:)

i just realised, it shld be ard this time last year that i bought my mac.

so.. it is officially 1st anniversary with my dear macbook!

and i think i've been a really good owner. i take good care of it and give it a bath every once in a while and i rave abt it to anyone who is willing to listen.

and our love goes on and on. i love it more today than ytd, or last year. hahaha.

yay. though my apple family is not completed yet. haha.



and and. i totally think all np lecturers (or maybe only CHS ones) need to go thru 'how-to-come-up-with-cool-powerpoint' workshops. shld totally go learn from joanna or our preps team. each time i see their powerpoint i'll be zzzzzzzz. i believe all need to upgrade to more graphical and cool and interesting designs, with clear points and nice pictures. or even upgrade to keynote.

exciting powerpoints are the key to keep your students awake dont you think so? with cool transitions. cos exciting powerpoints make life more exciting! hahaha.

so caryn, rmb to do up exciting powerpoints next time you teach those little ones. :) haha.


k im gonna eat nowwwww. goodbyeeeee.