HELLLOOO.hahaha i'm updating again!heeee.this time.its gonna be such an amazing experience for you guys cos i'm gonna bring you to anfield and THE MATCH!! :)

first things first.[is that correct?]omg the veryveryvery amazing thing.YOU GUYS MUST READ THIS COS IF YOU DONT AND I COME BACK AND I QUESTION YOU YOU CANT ANSWER,NO PRESENTS FOR YOU! :D actually the night before i was surfing the net till late into the night like at 1am and your there about 9+10am liao.to look for those brokers who do sell the tics.i found but its like at 168pounds.imagine in sing dollars?times three!and if you are buying three tickets,its like..thousand over dollars already.so..nvm i just kept praying that tmr will still have,people selling outside the stadium.

so the next day,i got up happily,knowing somehow i WILL get my tics.charlton is wayyy off london at zone three so we gotta take a bus from zone two and its so cold there.so we took the bus and went.and omg.its really really really amazing to see 40000+++ people all heading the same direction.some queueing up to buy the hotdogs some queueing to collect tickets,some queueing to get into the stadium.and the side i was on was the home supporters side.and then we started to look for suspicious people cos selling tickets unofficially is illegal and cops are everywhere so you cant get caught.

we reached at ard 11.30 and the match is at 12.45.i was praying all the while.the time was ticking away..saw lots of charlton fans and liverpool fans all so happily clutching their tickets.

THEN.one father of four stood outside the ticket box trying to sell four tickets,[he could have been caught man!]at twentypounds each!its cheap!cos even liverpool's official ticket office is selling ard 25-25pounds.so my sis ran there and said,for three and wanted to whip out her money,BUT.a pair of freaking china people or japanese or korean came and then snatched it first!THEY GOT IT.left two and we cant but!cos cant leave my mum alone!sadly..we left.

so we walked about and about the home supporters end.found some selling one or two but never three..and then all the people actually went in already.the match started.it was 12.45 already.but my sis said after the match starts and theres still extra tics,people will sell it cheaper.so we still waited around and walked around.

bumped into more people who wanted tics as well..

and then we heard shouts and cheers from inside.somebody scored!but we dont know who.

my sis finally said,'wanna go?no more liao'.i was so reluctant.i prayed even harder and i said one more min see how.

my mum said,'suan le..mei you jiu mei you.'i was so soso disappointed you know.my whole world completely crashed.i was so disappointed in God..i mean,why?i prayed so hard to come to this place,to watch the match,to be able to see liverpool players live..and why i got to shatter this dream of mine?i thought God delights in the impossible..i held on.but..it was so disappointing.i cried so hard i was so heartbroken.i could hear all the cheers inside..but i cant join in.i really cant stop my tears you know i just kept crying and i walked very fast in front of my sis and mum so they dont see me cry[omg i'm tearing now too].i was really so heartbroken..liverpool's my life and its so cruel to steal it away from me..and i've never cried so hard before in a long time.i think breaking up with a bf actually hurts less.and i kept asking god,why..?

then i heard my sis shouted from behind,to walk another way.this way you can actually view the stadium a little bit.and then we realised this way is the entrance for visiting supporters,which means liverpool fans..and my sis actually confronted this big guy ask if he has got extra tics.he said one.my sis said three.but he said max can only get two.so my mum said she'll wait for us outside..and we paid the money[35pounds each,thats the price for visiting supporters]..and we got the tickets..!its the strangest and weirdest feeling you will ever ever experience.one moment you are down right there in hell thinking theres no way out and the next,you are up in heaven.

so we ran into the stadium,still cant believing it..and i was crying even harder cos..my dream came true..my prayers were answered..while my tickets were checked my vision was still blurred by my tears..then we ran in,[actually my sis and my tic seats different but we heck,since everyone is standing.]..all the while i was sobbing and crying and crying..that feeling,you cant beat it..touched?happy?exhilarated?nothing can describe it.and people stared man.they really do.i was crying as if liverpool were losing.and then we squeezed into one of the rows.and then i started to tidy myself up.and i called peter but he didnt switch it on.then i called yingying,i was desperate i wanted people to know..she didnt pick up but she called back and i was crying all along when i told her,'i'm watching the liverpool match' and one guy actually turned back and stared at me rather in a disturbed and not understanding kinda look,and my sis actually still gotta explain,'first time here'.

that experience is so amazing.i cant tell you enough.and i realised i really love liverpool.so darn much.no its not about gerrard,its about that kinda love and warmth and uniqueness you cant find anywhere..ohman.i wish i could have married liverpool or something.i wouldnt even think of having an affair.everything was so real..the fans.amazing.you dont hear it on tv but they actually stand up for the whole match and cheer the entire match.and then i heard all the cheers that i've read about.i saw gerrard.i saw alonso.i saw carragher.that moment was so dear to me...

and then i realised it was liverpool's goal just now,penalty by alonso.i missed it so i was praying that there would be another goal so i can witness.and man,not only one more.but two more.and ohboy,who scored?my fave.gerrard.omg you cannot imagine it.

and i kept thanking god.you cannot have possibly experienced it greater.god wanted me to watch the match,but he wanted me to have the best seat.and you know what?i realised that tic that was selling at twentypounds each earlier?they were at the charlton end.this was at the liverpool end.if not,i wont be able to experience all the cheers at all..it was way beyond belief.god really delights in the impossible.and through the impossible,only will make it even more valuable and unique.who would have thought?

its so dear to me..i still tear each time i think about it.aww..i love my pool so much.i love god sooo much.my london experience can never be better.its just..amazing.

and gosh,you really read throught the whole thing?tell you what,you will hear it alot of times from me again. :D

i went anfield too..liverpool is wayy too cold for me.but it was an amazing experience as well..the liverpool supporters some actually wear a small liverpool badge at the collars of their jackets.that love for the club..its amazing.you wont find another set of supporters whos so true.

pictures! :) and a little thought of mine at the end as well.[did you realise actually,every step that you take is your past the next second?hahaaa]

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on the train to liverpool.
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the train.[its the virgin company,rmb all those pretty bottles we used to use?]
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bill shankly's statue.
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isnt that cool?hope theres one more on rafa!
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omg who would have thought?that amazing night in istanbul.[pssst,gerrard kissed this before!]
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this is one special cup,look at the next pic and you'll know why!
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muahahaha.
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its this pair of boots which scored that equaliser man,3-3 liverpool vs milan. :)alonso's.
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surina!look properly!see the plate thing?haaa.we won it against chelsea preseason community shield! :)
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that night in istanbul. :D
this is how the dressing room looks like.
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the midfielders.
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the strikers.
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the defenders.
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our fave player sits here every home game![omg my eyebags!]
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the refrees toilet.[its really pathetic.]
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that famous sign!
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you always see this on tv dont you?haha.the interview corner.
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the worldwide famous Kop End!
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okay this is really small but can you see that small ladder behind?hahaha.those match commentators gotta climb that every game and walk the roof,then finally jump down to a box to commentate.its not as glam as you think.lol.
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the paisley gateway.

THE MATCH PICTUREES.
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omg crying+eyebags consequence!
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the pitch!
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it looks small here but its really not that small!
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haha.we actually looked scary.
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hhahaha.3-0! :)
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haha.the goalpost which alonso scored!
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the valley!
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the door which hides visiting teams' buses!but we couldnt wait for it cos my mum's waiting.
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surprise surprise!i met one of liverpool's legends john aldridge!
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the stadium.ohman.
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pic with an almost empty stadium.and then i was shooed.lol.

heeee.:)anyway you guys cant expect alot from me okay.esp cally ying you all the materialistic people.cos its reallly really expensive here and here the brands only got like,topshop?and you can easily find cheaper ones in singapore,so might as well.so i bought things from H&M,a brand coming to singapore,but not yet.haaaha.and we ran outta cash so gotta use credit card and my sis was rather reluctant so i couldnt spend alot on you guys..so sorry.please dont expect much.

london first day.

heee.didnt know that can upload pictures form camera so here goes!anyway went to big ben,tower of london,tower bridge,buckingham palace,harrods,covent garden today!it was pretty and the weather is just so right.not too cold. :) lazy to say.pictures!and cally,i'm wearing your scarf man.hahaha.

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on the plane!haha.
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breakfast at the pret!drank mocha and its so so so very nice to drink something hot in winter!the yoghurt is yummmmy too.heard that pret came to singapore not long ago![pssst.my hair is so straight!lol.]
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hahaha.the battle at waterloo.we are at hyde park corner station.buckingham palace's stop!heee.
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some gate of memorial for those who died in 2ndWW.heee.the roads there full of horse manure.haha.
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the diana somethingsomething walkway to buckingham palace.haha.
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the knights outside buckingham.so cute!but what if your life is like this everyday?Cant move and pathetically gotta be in thousands of people's camera.hahaha.the hat is sooo cute!
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omg i look like a giant beside my sis right.haha.and the belt soo long never use already and not supposed to be shown but my shirt not long enough so welll.lol.
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classic london telephone booth!heeeheee.so cool.
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harrods.the view here not very good but well.its a magnificent building.haha.and the owner nowdays keep appearing in the papers one.i suppose singapore also alot talks about the diana verdict right?well,the one still opposing it is the harrods owner who is diana's affair the guy's father.hahaha.called Dodi.and he actually gave her a ring days before her death.but according to Lord Stevens' investigations,Diana wasnt pregnant and wasnt engaged.cause of her death cos the driver was drunk and exceeded normal alcoholic limits,and they were trying to overrun the paparazzi anyway.Diana would have survived if she wore a safety belt.[see the importance of it!].yeahh.i'm feeling knowledgable.lol.got it from the papers people leave behind in the tube.haha.
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at night!its prettier with the xmas lightings!
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hmmm,whats the name for the thing between lunch and dinner?haha.yeah.see the BIG potato?omg.its sooo yummy okay.lol.and how ex is it!like that thirty bucks sing already.ahaha.
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every storey got this kinda balcony with displays and itss so cool.notice the egytian head on top!
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the view from up high! :)
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hahaha.the majestic ceiling!its all the horoscope sign and one biggg egytian smiling head up there! [notice the ceiling is blue!]
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tada!its green now!haha.feels like harry potter the ceiling.
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william mitchell engravings on it.is that the prince's name or some vandaliser?haha.
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the secret handprints that marcus was talking about!see all those??haha.charles' is right at the bottom and diana's beside it!this was hidden behind a pillar on 2nd floor!
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haaaha.biggest bear possible in harrods.haha.sorry jiaxin a bit big to bring home..lol.
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heeehe.school bus full of bears!shin goon will love it man.lol
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awww..kinda missed the rice so we ate chinese food at chinatown near covent garden.heee.that was the peking duck thing!delicious!i'm hungry again![anyway this shop is at gerrard street.lol.and there was anther chinese restaurant called gerrard's corner.haha. :) its named after him.LOL.jk.]
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its a real life tree!so huge!!christmas tree!hahaha.at covent garden mall or something.its reallyreally cool there!
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how do you spell the name?haha.yeah.its that.lol.london's thisthing is so very beauutiful!and pretty and so..like in your dreams will appear one.haha.london's difference with singapore is that they somehow really dont mind spending their money on christmas lightings and all.though we have orchard road,but c'mon man.wait till you see london's!

awww..going liverpool tmr.gotta turn in early!catching 9.15 train there.hahaaa.exciting pics tmr!

I'm in london..haha.london.london is just so London.took the flight and everything.13h10mins!omg.haa.and then took the underground.and my sis said the underground is the oldest in the world,so the lights actually go off while traveling sometimes..plus its really small and..old.but that kinda old is so London.i don't mind it being old cos its just..london.haha.

Staying at theobalds street or walk or road and its at holborn,central London..tmr going sightseeing and all..Friday's Liverpool.:) and I really realized those black people,or chocolatey brown people really are more friendly and nice.like in the tube,they will start convo and all and while walking to this place,one actually smiled at us as she passed..it was so warm.haa.but the Londoners were opposite..so busy with their stuff and all..yep.but its not that cold.its only 12degrees.just like aircon without any blankets on that kinda feel,only a bit worst and plus all the winds.haa.its night now,its 5.21am there.and I'm adjusting perfectly.been preparing for jet lag by sleeping at 4am or 5am so I'm good!lol.

I wanna go overseas and study too..away from all the people and make a life myself.its so cool.going somewhere unknown and know that place.

Anyway,before touching down..saw the clouds and all were traveling through,above,beneath them.i felt as if im the google earth that thing you know.hahaha.and then like sun wukong.and then as if those waves come crashing into the airplane kinda thing.and you'll realized,on board,how vulnerable you are.you are in like 10.7km above everyone else and then,without support,only those pilots controlling your life.haaa.yeah.

During touching ddown,actually saw all the lights and it was pretttyyy.haaaha.and I was so overwhelmed and stuff that I actually teared la.cos thinking ohman.gotta be on the same piece of land as..liverpool.and how very precious this trip is for me.its like I've been waiting for it for like..years.my four years watching the tv and now its gonna be real life..wah..its just..cool.loves it.i was so touched la.lol.its like i've always been part of liverpool and now i'm coming back that kinda feel.awww.i dont know..london,uk is like a feeling instead of a place kinda thing.haha.

all you random people who lives in london!cherish it man!you may be able to watch matches every weekend,walk to anfield,and be able to witness all those stuff and take for granted but you never know how many dreams and how much passion you actually hold and how some may even die not being able to witness it!its like a dream i'm in here la..and london is familiar in a way.in a tv kinda way.haha.cos like everything,those old old british colonial rule kinda buildings eveyrwhere lei.

when i'm twentysomething,i shall plan anohter england trip with peter and jonathan and people and we'll really enjoy ourselves man..

london is more than shopping to me..more than sightseeing to me..more than anything else to me..its something so special..haaa.

anyway,some interesting stuff.in the tube,people actually leave behind newspapers they read ard and then other people can actually pick it up and read it.theres lots of them ard an di read them too!haa.its just like newpaper.i think its kinda cool..somehow people wanna share but also wanna throw away but in another way,helping another to kill his time.

and i got off at london heathrow.sounds familiar?busted's song,sleeping with the light on..'from london heathrow..'.ahahaha.that airport is small..and old.but!its still so..london.that oldold kinda feel but a bit of class?haha.

i watched step up,american beauty,lovewrecked.step up's good!and then i koped times and national geographic mag.hahaha.i actually all along very scared of airplane toilets.cos it sucks.lol!dont like the impact..then it'll scare the hell outta me.lol.

theres actually stylish people who dont care abt the cold and wore heels man!i think its 4inches and skinny jeans!wahhh.ahahhaa.i was staring at them the whole trip.
anyway how does it feel like to talk with an accent?so cool!and i still dont really understand british's but i will!worst is scouser.gerrard!ahahhaa.

i wanna come back again!this time loooonger!like a month or so..then it'll be cool.

ohman.i think i'll be riding the london's eye thing.the BIG ferris wheel.cool seh!shall blog again tmr! :)

we're all part of the masterplan

heeee.4-0 to my love.hahahah.makes me evenmore desperate for tics against charlton!but i'll pray hard man.really hard. :)

champagne supernova is a great song too.
-->how many special people change?haa.

was pondering on, Some might say you get what you've been given If you don't get yours I won't get mine as well.
and the ironic of the whole song..or rather,how some people just view the whole cos of their circumstance and their belief system.the man who cannot shine,its all elementary,up there in the head man.its all up to your mindset and thinking. :)

ANFIELD HERE I COMEEE...

heee.it's quite dumb to put three songs there but they are my hits now!click it and listen!its really good.reallyreally good.cant find some might say.slide away is as good! :)

Supporting Liverpool is glorying in umpteen trophies, savouring the memories of those you've seen won in the flesh, those you've only heard on a crackling radio, those you know will come again in time. If you want quick fix football, go and support Chelsea - they need it according to their own manager. If you want something you can feel part of, something that is truly the people's club, then hang on, by your fingernails sometimes, and wait for the results. They'll come, and I'll savour them all the more for the waiting.

awww..so true!and sadly,i wont be catching any liverpool match since its all sold out,blame it on the late results of the ballot.its so very very very sad..but..i'm still gonna visit liverpool and soak in the atmosphere and people as best as i can. :)

haaha.maybe i found a new love other then mayday.the english version..rock.haa.oasis.listened to their album my sis just bought..and its so damn good.the lyrics and all..thought-provoking.loves some might say.

its so amazing lyrics and songs can just touch your heart and make you think.they are one of the greatest ever thing to happen on earth other than soccer.haaaa.

oasis is carragher's fave band too.haha.i shall go and discover more about them.they are the first after mayday to really rock.

Some Might Say

Some might say that sunshine follows thunder
Go and tell it to the man who cannot shine
Some might say that we should never ponder
On our thoughts today cos they will sway over time

Some might say we will find a brighter day
Some might say we will find a brighter day

Cos I've been standing at the station
In need of education in the rain
You made no preparation for my reputation once again
The sink is full of fishes
Cos she's got dirty dishes on the brain
It was overflowing gently but it's all elementary my friend

Some might say they don't believe in heaven
Go and tell it to the man who lives in hell
Some might say you get what you've been given
If you don't get yours I won't get mine as well

Some might say we will find a brighter day
Some might say we will find a brighter day

Cos I've been standing at the station
In need of education in the rain
You made no preparation for my reputation once again
The sink is full of fishes
Cos she's got dirty dishes on the brain
It was overflowing gently but it's all elementary my friend

heeeee.today's cell was awesome.wow.revelation after revelation and it was the best i've ever attended.almost all their members were mature and on fire.and then..by comparison..our cell group's like so..far off.but then again,looking at another angle,theres LOTS and LOTS of space for us to improve still! :)

it was so amazing..today's cell.i was reminded that i have been running away from all the vision all these while.god did put so many unfulfilled desires and lots of things in my heart but i always run away i didnt want to take up the responsibility.and then he showed me again how much i've missed and how much time i wasted on myself..being so selfish and only thinking about myself fulfilling my own needs.its always me and me even though i know its wrong but i'm not taking any action.wah.right there and then i was like POOOFF like that you know.omg.but then he still continued and said that he still allows me to continue and pick up where i've left. :)

God actually became something so mechanical and routine like what pst kong said..i was so convicted.its so sad..and i really really felt my whole heart melt.its just so..real.thats what we should be seeking each week right..that kinda soaking kinda presence.omg.

and huiying,i do hope you'll really learn and then start to get back your prayer life again.i saw you getting touched today yeah.haha. :)

i want every cell group meeting to be like that..and it starts from me.my own prayer life my own relationship with god.i'm writing all these down to remind myself.

i want to seek god again. :)

i feel like getting lost in something now..no idea what but of course the good kind.haa.

you always say that sum of money is not yours,you are the victim,you were unlucky.but the problem is not about whos fault now.the problem is about you wanting to take up the responsibility or not.so what if that sum of money is not yours?you want to be the guarantor for someone you damn hell know that YOU will be the one they will find if your friend goes missing.so why push the blame around?so sick of people ringing the doorbell.so sick of hearing you go yadayada its not your fault.but in the first place you allowed yourself to be in this mess and now you want to run away.now when everything is not right what are you going to do?who will end up being the sorry one?you may gain the fortune the wealth you have been eyeing all along but who are you lying to?you have already lost everything.

it was hui's birthday ytd!hahahaha.and i think i'm the last to wish her happy birthday!but shes so childish she didnt reply my msg. :( we were supposedly to be tanning but the sun didnt come out.sad!go again next time okay!i didnt get darker.

so sorry to ying and people my pictures not yet uploaded.heeee.

haiyo.today didnt go cell wasnt feeling all that well.then i was reading my harry potter and falling asleep.haa.and lam's ipod is still here.hahaha.so sorry.you didnt call me!i should have put it in one of the shoeboxes hor then you can come and take it.hahahaha.

classs chalet coming up nextt.foooood people.haiyo.4days3nights,what are we going to do man?hahaha.and we gotta squeeezzeee into that small little room again.haha.

cally,3wholeweeks cant see you little girl!haiyo!and i actually dreamt abt you ytd.cos either you or me discovered a damn nice dou sha bing and it melts in your mouth kinda thing and then we created a whole new trend in school,eating that dou sha bing and it was the in thing at that time.hahaha.and we earned lots of money too..and it was delicioous man.i can still rmb how it melts in the mouth.hahahaha. :) food makes me happy.

we all have big tummies.haha.

HAHAHA.i called essensuals just now then i told jonathan i won the best hair thing and i think hes happy la.hahahaha.hes such a nice guy omg!hahaha.but hes short.but hes so nice...!hahaha.i only can upload the pics next week sia my sis took it to london.

ohyeah.i'm still going london.on the 13th i think.so its still gonna be an away match i'm watching. :(

prom was alright..i didnt dare to dance at all.at first cos..i was practically the tallest girl around and i was pretty conscious[spelling?] of being noticed as weird and stuff so i didnt dare to in the end,i took them off and i guess i let go of myself a little bit more.and ying was preeetttyyyy.omg i loved the hair!huiying's too!!that short little hairdo.cally's made her look slimmer.ahahahhaaaaa.LAM.haa you pretty little bastard.happy for you!elaine was..hmmmm.i actually forgot how your hair looks like.hahahaha.in anyway,eleven pretty people!hahahaaha.and yulan was so pretty and princessy too!ahahahaha.recess buddies. :)

oh,i koped 8 escape or wildwildwet tics from the band chalet check in.ssshh!hahahaha.lets go man!hahaha.

going sentosa tmr.huiying's birthday.haaaaaaaaaaaaahahahaha.

took cab with kk lester and jj anyway and i think jj is regretting not taking any pics with huiyi.hahaha.she was pretty too!brenda ong was nice..haha.okay random.hahaha i actually took pics with ke you lun.but he blinked!haaahaha.and i took two with shyang long cos the first i blinked.hahahahaha.

why will you guys be so emo abd grad night ar?haha.i dont feel a thing at all..even though supposed to be the last event together i guess.haaha.

loves my bling bling shoes!
loves my porcupine hair too!haaaaahahaha.i still think theres lots of other people who should have won la.like ying's or hui's.haaaaa.