Today was quite a day. Maybe when you didn't start the day well it'll all end not as well? I dont know... Little things, big things.. Seem to affect me a lot.

Was just thinking the other day, what I'm working as now, it is very different from my peers. They are all studying, or working to save for uni. And sometimes, reading through twitter, Facebook, and kind of think, their worries and my worries are very different. Not that im boasting that I'm the more mature one or anything like that. Far from it. Just that sometimes I wonder if I started on this journey a little too soon? Like I'm expected to faster grow up and take some responsibilities, with my limited experience. Being clueless about things, I somehow got to find my way.....

Sometimes I wonder what would it be like if I were studying instead.

But yet on the other hand, I'm so grateful to be where I am today.. What a privilege to be able to serve one of the greatest man on earth now (IMO), even if it's doing very little things, I'm grateful.. Ytd was just washing his bottle, and was thinking to myself, even if that's what's required of me for the rest of my life, for Him and for this great leader, I would do it.

Called to be different? Called to be set apart? Is this what that means?

Above all, my life is not mine... I'll be where God leads me. And what matters to Him matters to me.

Doing all the little things that my job requires. And I know God is faithful. He will fight for me.