there is a price to pay for everything. living a life for God takes much more courage than i ever know.. everytime when i feel like giving up.. it is doing things that seems absurd to people and you dont even know how to explain.. it is painfully and hurtfully cutting away every single thing that is not of God's but of our own... and that is probably what hurts the most. because its a decision we make ourselves that people cant decide for us. we choose our own paths. the narrow way.




at the end of the day, i know it will be worth it.
at the end of the day, Your love and grace.. is overflowing and more than enough for me..