before i forget this feeling..

i had an intruguing conversation with a fellow classmate. i felt that it was a very good talk. it made me realise how i am so blessed. right here right now, my life has got a purpose. you know, those questions? who do i live for, why am i here, where am i going. all these questions that haunt mankind to no end, i actually do have the answers. i have my purpose. and that in itself, is enough to make me so grateful. so very grateful of everything.

i've come to a place, where it is no longer a faith i follow blindly. it is NOT. it is not stoic. it is relational. it is experiential. it is moving. it has energy. in fact, i shouldnt even use 'it' to describe. i am living in such great intensity. such great destiny. such great purpose. its everything. and everything is real.




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just finished 2/3 of my assignment. i have to say, i really understand now, how your writing will have a soul if you were truly touched before.

i wrote about family and mayday. ( okay i know you'll think so typical of tingting. haha.)

and you know what? i teared while i wrote about mayday. i was recalling about the concert last year, why did i cry then, and i cried. lol. they live with such an intensity too.



i am just so grateful. so very grateful.

with self-less faith. pray and seek.