well..i didnt come online for the past week cos i know i will spend hours and then not studying.and then..i went to read huiying's blog.and..ohman.i was crying like hell can.i was so so touched you know.i thought you have forgotten about how we set up the blog,how the 'bus' icon was so hilarious,how that eeeeeeemao[with 7 es] came abt.everytime i go to your blog,that eeeeeeemao thing,that bus icon is still there..then i always get reminded of the times when we were still friends you know.and you know what?i missed being your friend so much.haha. :) you know,everytime i hear yuan dian, or hear any song that we used to sing together,then i will be thinking like,everytime you hear this song will you be reminded of me kinda thing cos they all remind me of you.all these while i have been like that..and i didnt know how to tell you or how to patch up..my house when my sis buys dark chocolate i will have the urge to bring to school to give to you but then i will realise,we are 'not friends' anymore.and you know what?your blog is always the first one i type to go.i read all your posts..i still visit i do.and i'm sorry for reading your entry so late..i dont feel angry or hurt now..i used to feel them so strongly whenever i am reminded of your post.a few days back i was thinking and i actually felt numb about you.you know whenever people like elaine or angel ask if i've patch up with you,i'll feel so..awkward you know..and through all my arguements with you,somehow,if this is considered being patched up already,i feel that after going through this,our friendship wont be as 'weak' already you know..?yeah.

and my house still got meiji dark choco.it looks nice.haha.