haa.here using my sis new laptop.not sylish one.ibm.but hey,its durable.haaaha.

to those who have been worried or what.really THANKS.haaha.seriously.but i'm really okay now.i guess i'm that type who gets affected but i wont let it dwell or let myself have a reason to still be sad.so i'll move on.so when those things come back again,i'll be affected again and i'll move on again.so is it a good thing or a bad thing?haa.hope its more towards the good side.

anyway.i dont know or not you'll read this.but hmmm..call yourself too insensitive or think too much.but..theres really no need to be angry over such stuff what.hey yes,perhaps its really our fault not formally inviting you,but hey,friends for two years already lei,you think we really dont love you or not want you to be included meh?as in..its so troublesome and so tiring like every little thing,ohyes,must remember to tell everyone and invite them.sometimes if you wanna come with us or what,can just ask where we going and just come ma.we dont mind nobody minds.isnt it always like that?as in you always think that you are not invited,you feel left out blahblah,but hey,thats really your own.we didnt ever.and you are always always angry when we didnt ask you to what and what.yes we can change and be more understanding but why cant it be the other way round,you put yourself into our shoes and dont read too much into those little careless things that we didnt do?

and you are not online.thats not a new friend.thats someone you know.its a mini misunderstanding.but for goodness sake,its so tiring to always have to think abt you,think for you.why not you stand in our shoes and think for us?you arent always the angel ya..do you know how disappointed and all cally and i were when you ran off with them today when you could have stayed to be with us instead of them??

okay i hate reading long posts but i'm always posting long posts.haa.

JIAXIN.thanks for your concern.as in..seriously.you are just so into details and its so touching.like today,you asked if i wanna go study.i was so touched.haaha.the thought that came into my mind was like..you didnt want to leave me alone right?haha.thats what i thought la.and i truly appreciate that!love you! :)

OHMAN.INTERNET'S AFFECTING THE TV FOR SOME REASON.GOT TO GO COS MAMA WANNA WATCH HER FAVE HEALING HANDS III.AHHAHA.