omg i just totally changed my blog template! haha. and i totally look like some freak who is super obsessed with her name. challenge: count the number of 'tingting's on this page. lol!

still left some stuff to change though. shall do it another day.

and i cant believe i actually stayed till 5am to do it.

okay gonna zzz now. tmr supposed to meet at 12 but i dont wanna be late cos we told ying its 11 cos shes normally late and we didnt tell her on purpose and i doubt she'll read this before meeting tmr so its okay hahaha. we are so evil.


okay goodnight. :)

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olsen anonymous.


have been toying with cutting bangs for the longest of time.

but after seeing this pic my heart totally melted..

how gorgeous can they get?!

okay so for now my bangs impulse is halted.

saw this on laura's status a while ago.

Courage doesn't always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying, "I will try again tomorrow.”

- Mary Anne Radmacher

when i feel this way..
i will recoil and i will withdraw..



i think its better..

it seems really weird that i cant really articulate what i feel nowadays into words.
so let me blog in point form.



  • actually.. it didnt really matter that much anymore. and that itself is a really tiny but significant step forward.
  • today's service really touched me alot.
  • i really love serving on saturdays. we are just like a family who is always there to support. and i always enjoy serving on saturday more. because 1)we have ALOT of time spent together. 2)we make the most mistakes together. 3)we eat lunch and fellowship together. 4)we laugh and cry together. and everytime i step into the room, it just fills my heart with joy and i just smile from my heart. :) love these people. (and i cannot upload pic! argh.)
  • am really excited for you!
  • cant be more pleased to let loose and laugh at hk cafe just now with xt and dl.
  • need/want to be more organized.
  • inspired by a random blog. such simple but deep person.
  • sometimes really wonder how dumb can i be. but no! it serves as a lesson learnt. i will be smarter and i'll learn.
  • now that freedom seems so near.. got me thinking what i REALLY want to accomplish this holiday.
  • my life has always been a ---- story. i really need some +=\`"''/'. a daring step forward.
  • four months left to end of 2009. am seeing and working towards a change.
  • tingting is not someone who likes changes. but change is like the only constant thing. so i'll adapt.


  • and.. tampines is raining. and thundering. finally.

wow i didnt know i'm thinking of so many things in my mind until i just anyhow typed. lol.




M, if you are reading.. am praying for you. :) you are very loved and am supporting and cheering you on! :)



TOMORROW WILL BE AN EXCITINGGGGG DAYYYY.

i am really happy. :) haha.











and my answer was and is still a "yes, i would. everything. every single thing."

you know sometimes the world is soooo big.
sooo big that it overwhelms.

that sometimes you lose yourself along the way.
and you dont know who you are.
and the whole wide world is telling you who you should be.

and the universe-the rules. who made them?
makes it even harder for you to find a footing in this world.



but even as all the complexities of life take over,
you've got to stop.



and listen.
to your heart and that small voice inside of you.



the search... it continues on.



your love has seen me through all my days.. and it still will..

some heartwarming stuff.


bs mate graduated!


darren's team. with 3 of them graduating.


lovely lijun n desiree.


awesomeeeeee.


3 batches of anglicans. :)


:) 7 years of friendship.



新的开始 :)






(and finally blogger is working!)

i can hardly open my eyes now..



i am so stressed.. sooo stressed..


still must go on..



i havent been sleeping well...




worn out, tired, stressed out.

on the brink of giving up and another breakdown.