10 months ago, at this exact place.

I have many questions bogging my head. 

But at the end, it is a journey of acceptance and surrender.

It hurts because it mattered, because I gave my all, I tried my best.

Nights when I question Him, why?

I've accepted I wouldn't be getting my answer now.

Life is lived forwards but understood backwards.

And in the wise words of someone I respect a lot,

One day, your heart will heal, and God will make sense of it all.

I am waiting for that day... Surviving on pure Grace.