2006

haa.happy new year!aiyo it sounds like chinese new year.hahaha.

hmmm,i finally had the courage to tell my mama abt me being a christian.i've got mixed reactions from her,but i still dont think she wants me to go church.i just read that,we must hope for what we do not see,so that we can have perseverence.and i believe God wants me to learn something from this,You'll be with me,thru it all.i'm really afraid and scared and i've been trying to avoid my mama to talk abt this.i've always been tellin elaine they all to have faith and not be afraid if parents object things like that,and i cant really believe its me who is actually going through it all now.kinda unbelievable.haha.i was so afraid,and this mornin's service there's this line,and my heart will follow wholly after you,and i started to have faith again.

and after the service,i'm really excited abt 2006.i'm excited what God has in store for me and i'm excited abt being a 16-year-old,and excited abt sitting for o levels.means i will officially graduate and have an o level cert.cool hor!heee.next time job application the level of education can write o level le.haha.

God,i'm really scared..but You will be with me right?through it all,always.i'll start off 2006 with faith that You'll guide me out of this.and persuade my mum.

hmmm,just want to cheng qing that that article on band was what i wrote when i couldnt stand the stress and i just freaked out and i just wrote it.so..i'm not really feelin like that know,ut some of it is true.

i've done up my geog assignment!i think its so pretty.heee.cant wait to show people.my sis got back!i'm so happy to see her!and she bought pants!yay.hahaha.

may your new year be a fab one.(: