okay..i'm starting to feel the stress now..

Grrrrr..

God!you must help me thru!

since ytd 2am, this caused quite an uproar till today..




HAHAHA! seriously i was laughing all the way when i read all the comments.
awww so sweet sia. jo is really pro. :)





zxcvbnmlkjhgfdsaqwertyuiop
haha.




HAHAHA i totally LOLed when i saw this.

1) congratulations you got my name correct without spacing.
2) i love smsing. :)
3) i'm NOT being emo!

hahaha. so cute hor you little girl.
i think one day when i decide to go online, i'll be bombarded by ALL your offline msgs.
hahahaha.

i loveeee being online but not online nowadays. dont feel like facing the world being on msn.
haha. i guess this feeling/mood will go away soon.
so for now! sms me! hahahahaha.
GO GET A NEW PHONE!


那天一进课室,南老师在白板上写:

作为一个词语,“活着”在中国的语言里充满了力量,它的力量不是来自于进攻,而是忍受,去忍受生命赋予我们的责任,去忍受现实给予我们的幸福和苦难、无聊和平庸。
--余华

借了他的书,
他也说:“人是为了活着本身而活着,而不是为了活着之外的任何事物而活着”。


老师说,现在我们读这本书,会和二、三十年后读有很不一样的感受。



现在的感受是,生活变成一种“忍受”,也太悲哀了吧..“活着”的含义..应该是更多更多。“活着”本身隐藏着那么多秘密,那么多扇门。有那么多的山要征服。
“忍受”好像有点被动,有点不知所措..

可能以后的我,会觉得现在不够成熟..但现在的我是这么想..


---------------

有时候,人类很像吸血鬼。
找自己的当儿,去很多地方‘吸’很多样的‘血’。要不然就躲到自己黑暗的角落..

---------------

you know today it just struck me on the MRT.

and it is always an endless mystery and endless search in understanding human beings.
but yet.. we are so simple.

and this people business.. is sometimes not easy at all. but yet.. looking past all the problems and hurts, there is this hole and gap.. that is needing and wanting..

------------------

李美薇(i hope i got ur name correct),我真的为你感到骄傲!
觉得你突破了自己,尝试了你平常不会做的事。
也希望在此同时,你也更加了解了你自己。

不管头发什么颜色,我都会永远支持你!:)

whats your childhood ice-cream?


was craving for some ice-cream love just now. so val n cally went with me to 7-11. and i saw my fave fave fave ice-cream of all time. and i was so happy and bought one each for the four of us.
:)

its hazelnut bar! the one with colourful packaging.


(i closed my eyes. :( )

alwayssssssssss makes me feel like a little girl and sooooooooo happy when i eat one.
remember when i was young, i LOVE it when my dad came home with a whole packet of them. every night, i would excitedly finish dinner and grab the ice-cream and start eating.
i would even lick the plastic to get everything off cleanly. haha. (cally and yulan didnt finish!!!)



there is something just sooooo nice abt the choco layer and the ice-cream inside. and i remember there was this period when i couldnt find it anymore anywhere and i was highly sad.


oh but other than this, i had potong ice-cream when young too. those super cheap ones when you cant really afford the higher class ice-cream. red-bean and durian flavour. :) and they normally place them at the side of the ice cream storage thing. so it is always frosted with ice and all when you take it out. haha.



val and i were so happy that we were giggling away and laughing randomly. :)




val is a highly cute and adorable and funny girl. haha! :) makes me laugh everyday everytime.



今天是石老师教我们的最后一堂课。

她说:“文学,就是人生。”

在心里,有股莫名的感动和认同。

还记得,第一堂课,倪老师说:“读文学的人,不会坏到哪里去。”
想了想,文学真的越读越有趣。想的更多,发现的更多。
什么事都有更深的意思。

对啊,文学,就是人生的写照。点点滴滴..




她也说,一个人长大是个怎么样的人,跟小时候发生过的事很有关系。
就比如 Michael Jackson 一样。其实仔细解读,他的生命种种发生的,是跟小时候息息相关的。
意识到,小时候可以带来的伤害、创伤是那么的大,在成长的当儿,扮演的角色是那么的重要。伤深深的割了下去,跳出来的时间就越久。我想..我们都需要体验一种无私、无回报的爱吧。才会了解..伤痕也是一种骄傲..



我爱文学。:)


-------------------------

watched MJ's memorial svc the other day too. yep, i'm not his fan. i've never really listened to all of his songs before. just the more catchy ones.

but that svc alone can touch even the hardest of hearts. hes such a talented guy. so do we focus on the negativity or the positivity? he brought such life and such joy into people's lives..


when everyone was on the stage singing that last song, i felt goosebumps. i felt so touched. what can we bring back? that there is something stronger, something more worthwhile, that in the face of death.. it prevails. it stands strong. it is love.. as simple as that.

"Heal the world", he sang. and it'll continue to sing..




Photobucket
Photobucket


she wins the chioest hair ever.
this will be my goal!

was interviewing my sis for the assignment.
wow i sure did learn something new about her.
another side of her that she doesnt really show me.



i think a huge part of me being who am i today largely is because of my sister too.
shes so practical, so sensible, yet at the same time, she dreams and she dares.


seriously speaking, how many people today, will have the courage to give up a stable and 'glamorous' job and give up everything, to dive into something new and unknown?
she is not as well-paid now, not as 'glamorous' as before, but hey, shes much happier, much fulfilled.


she said that she realised young, that money is not what she wants and cannot satisfy her. and that was why she gave up everything and went to pursue her dreams and to get a degree.


and shes doing soooo well now. going to graduate, living her dream, doing what she loves. and even being a part-time lecturer in Lasalle soon. wow or wow?




and to think shes only 25.


i seriously think i have the greatest sister ever on earth. :)

i've always felt that 7th July, 07/07 has something special about it.
so i must blog before it ends. haha.
on 07/07.lol.




lovelyyy people:















we ate like, 3.5h of buffet i think. (and i'm craving for the cream puff now).
and we just kept talking n eating n talking n eating.
till we were all sleepy. lol.

awesome bunch of friendsss.. :)

though i look like i have short hair and dont have a ponytail. haha.




okayyy happy 07/07 to you! whatever it may mean to you! :)

it was quite a stressful weekend. so many times had to react on the spot and so many times my heart was beating soooo fast.

on saturday, i told sihui that i truly understand and experience how she feels. how joanna up to sihui/kel/darren they all. its something that i guess only chorus boarders will ever understand. like what meiyan said, she never realised all these until she took charge of chorus board for the first time.



but yeah. overall it was good. and i was happy.
glad that juanjie stood in the gap and helped. and jordan/marwin doing such an awesome job.



i am so sleep deprived. i slept for so many hours when i reached home and i still feel the sleepiness in me. shall zzzzzz.

台上五秒钟,台下整夜功